attempted suicide :'(

[ailluj]

I am kindly asking for your prayers for me. for the past months, i have been in a difficult situation regarding my love life...it's really difficult to elaborate the situation here because it became so complicated as days go by...and just yesterday i tried to commit suicide by having a cut in my wrist...i just got so tired from the situation im in...i am tortured emotionally and i thought that it will only stop when im dead...

but God is still gracious coz He never allowed something bad to happen to me..actually this is the second time i committed suicide...please pray for me...i am a servant of God but i committed this sin that is not pleasing to God...i need strength to move on and go on with my life, i need His comfort coz im still haunted by the negative thoughts and memories of the past...

please also pray for my ex boyfriend..he is a youth pastor but now he is having a relationship with a girl who has a husband and 3 children already although the girl is not yet married to her husband...they are already planning to get married before this year ends...i feel that this is not the will of the Lord for him because he has received a lot of prophecies about his calling...and my ex boyfriend also admits that what he is doing is wrong but he is still continuing to do it...

please pray for us...we really need it..i appreciate all the prayers you will do for me...thank you in advance...God bless us all!

 

[PopClick]

Julia, I'm going to pray for you, and send you a private message as well (if that's ok).

 

[woodl]

I am kindly asking for your prayers for me. for the past months, i have been in a difficult situation regarding my love life...it's really difficult to elaborate the situation here because it became so complicated as days go by...and just yesterday i tried to commit suicide by having a cut in my wrist...i just got so tired from the situation im in...i am tortured emotionally and i thought that it will only stop when im dead...

but God is still gracious coz He never allowed something bad to happen to me..actually this is the second time i committed suicide...please pray for me...i am a servant of God but i committed this sin that is not pleasing to God...i need strength to move on and go on with my life, i need His comfort coz im still haunted by the negative thoughts and memories of the past...

please also pray for my ex boyfriend..he is a youth pastor but now he is having a relationship with a girl who has a husband and 3 children already although the girl is not yet married to her husband...they are already planning to get married before this year ends...i feel that this is not the will of the Lord for him because he has received a lot of prophecies about his calling...and my ex boyfriend also admits that what he is doing is wrong but he is still continuing to do it...

please pray for us...we really need it..i appreciate all the prayers you will do for me...thank you in advance...God bless us all!

Ailluj, satan is a lier. Whatever it is that he is holding over you. just confess it to the Lord. Be sorry in your heart that you did it and turn from it and God will forgive you for it. Then forget it because God has. Don't let satan hold it over you because he will. He wants to make you feel so gultly that you will commit suicide then he wins. And the pain won't stop there. It will be the worse of all pain and you will feel it day and night for ever and ever. Please don't let him win. You are a beautyful girl that has a whole life in front of you. Forget about your ex boyfriend. Pray for him but don't let him control your life. He don't need to be teaching the youth if he's living that kind of life. Jesus gave his life to be hung on the cross so that you could be forgiven of your sins. Don't let satan and all of his lies interfear with what Jesus did for you, ok. God bless you

Omighty God whatever it is that satan is holding over Ailluj I rebuke it in the name of Jesus. Let her fill your present Lord in a mighty way. Give her a clean mind and a pure heart. In the name of Jesus my Lord, amen

 

[Avidan]

Ailluj, satan is a lier. Whatever it is that he is holding over you. just confess it to the Lord. Be sorry in your heart that you did it and turn from it and God will forgive you for it. Then forget it because God has. Don't let satan hold it over you because he will. He wants to make you feel so gultly that you will commit suicide then he wins. And the pain won't stop there. It will be the worse of all pain and you will feel it day and night for ever and ever. Please don't let him win. You are a beautyful girl that has a whole life in front of you. Forget about your ex boyfriend. Pray for him but don't let him control your life. He don't need to be teaching the youth if he's living that kind of life. Jesus gave his life to be hung on the cross so that you could be forgiven of your sins. Don't let satan and all of his lies interfear with what Jesus did for you, ok. God bless you

Omighty God whatever it is that satan is holding over Ailluj I rebuke it in the name of Jesus. Let her fill your present Lord in a mighty way. Give her a clean mind and a pure heart. In the name of Jesus my Lord, amen

Agreed and Amen.

1Jn 1:7 But if we walk in the light, as he is in the light, we have fellowship one with another, and the blood of Jesus Christ his Son cleanseth us from all sin.
1Jn 1:8 If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us.
1Jn 1:9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.

 

[shekaniah]

I'm praying that you will gain knowledge of the hope His glory....remember this is all temporary, keep you mind and eyes on Christ...just be the best women you can be...God will take care of the rest! In Jesus name amen


2 Cor 4:18
So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.


Phil 4:6,7
Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.
And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.

I will be praying for your EX too!

 

[ailluj]

yeah, i realized everything after i decided to commit suicide..im so grateful that in times of losing my faith to Him, He still showed me how much He loves me and cares for me...i know satan is trying hard to push me to go and believe in his lies but by God's strength i was able to overcome every day that passes by and every negative thoughts that the enemy is still putting in my head...the enemy is trying to pull me down because i have been serving the Lord for the past years..but in Jesus' name the enemy can't hold me down...

pls pray for my ex..he chose to be with the girl than to continue serving the Lord and pursuing his calling...i know he is blinded by the enemy..i pray that his mind will be opened just as my mind was opened...im leaving everything to God for i know that He knows everything and He has a plan...thanks for your prayers..

 

[Cabbage]

I will definitely be praying for you! Just remember that God forgives! Don't be too hard on yourself either, forgive yourself. All this will pass one day! Stay strong on the battlefield and just remember that there are other soldiers fighting with you, you are not alone!

 

[Avidan]

I will definitely be praying for you! Just remember that God forgives! Don't be too hard on yourself either, forgive yourself. All this will pass one day! Stay strong on the battlefield and just remember that there are other soldiers fighting with you, you are not alone!

Standing with you in prayer too, and for the people in your life. In Jesus Name, AMEN.

Psa 18:16 He sent from above, he took me, he drew me out of many waters.
Psa 18:17 He delivered me from my strong enemy, and from them which hated me: for they were too strong for me.
Psa 18:18 They prevented me in the day of my calamity: but the LORD was my stay.
Psa 18:19 He brought me forth also into a large place; he delivered me, because he delighted in me.

 

[LovingtheLord]

Will pray for you Al,

Jesus will give you rest, cast your buderns on him, he loves you and will help you overcome, behold, the power of the living God.

 

[searching]

I am praying for you, friend, I've been there, STAY STRONG, I love you.

 

[prophecyman]

I will pray, and please come to learn the Prayers and psalms of David

 

[Siberian_Khatru]

Prayers abound.

 

[crissy17]

I will pray for you.Just realize that God has a plan for your life and rely on him because He is at work in your life. God has given you His Holy Spirit to help you live life according to His perfect plan..Stay positive and God bless you..

 

[ailluj]

I will definitely be praying for you! Just remember that God forgives! Don't be too hard on yourself either, forgive yourself. All this will pass one day! Stay strong on the battlefield and just remember that there are other soldiers fighting with you, you are not alone!

Standing with you in prayer too, and for the people in your life. In Jesus Name, AMEN.

Psa 18:16 He sent from above, he took me, he drew me out of many waters.
Psa 18:17 He delivered me from my strong enemy, and from them which hated me: for they were too strong for me.
Psa 18:18 They prevented me in the day of my calamity: but the LORD was my stay.
Psa 18:19 He brought me forth also into a large place; he delivered me, because he delighted in me.

Will pray for you Al,

Jesus will give you rest, cast your buderns on him, he loves you and will help you overcome, behold, the power of the living God.

thank you guys for all the prayers..God has been moving in my life and i know all of this struggles will come to an end one day, in God's perfect time.. thank you so much. May God bless all of you for your kindness to me. God is so good!!!

 

[ailluj]

I am praying for you, friend, I've been there, STAY STRONG, I love you.

I will pray, and please come to learn the Prayers and psalms of David

Prayers abound.

thank you for your prayer. i've been reading the book of Psalms. and it really helps me in my situation..may God bless you all..God is my strength, and He is so good

 

[ailluj]

I will pray for you.Just realize that God has a plan for your life and rely on him because He is at work in your life. God has given you His Holy Spirit to help you live life according to His perfect plan..Stay positive and God bless you..

thanks for your prayer. i know that God has a lot in store for me. Jer. 29:11 "for i know the plans i have for you. plans to prosper you and not to harm you. plans to give you hope and a future." im holding on to this verse, this is God's word. and i believe that His plans will come to pass, i just have to trust Him more..thank you again. and God bless you!

 

[dysypl]

ailluj, Pray to Father God that you will walk in his ways that never want anyone to die. God wants us to seek his guidance in times of trouble. I pray you can do that and forget about suicide. amen

 

[sinnomorePTL]

Dear Sister, you ex-boyfriend sounds like he has a lot of problems of his own. I do not believe that he would be any good to you now. We can't make others love us. It is in times like yours, that we need to hold on ever tighter to God. Pray forr Jesus to take the pain of your past love from you, to comfort you, heal you, fill you with peace, tranquility and joy.

I pray that our Lord Jesus will fill your heart with so much Love from Jesus, that you would never think of hurting Him again by trying to hurt yourself, in Jesus name, Amen.

Just think of yourself having a young child and they tried to hurt themselves on purpose, how would that make you feel? God feels your pain already, cling to your faith in Him and don't hurt Him anymore.

God has a wonderful life waiting for you, just wait a bit, He won't disapoint you !!!

Love in Jesus Christ
brother Gary

I am kindly asking for your prayers for me. for the past months, i have been in a difficult situation regarding my love life...it's really difficult to elaborate the situation here because it became so complicated as days go by...and just yesterday i tried to commit suicide by having a cut in my wrist...i just got so tired from the situation im in...i am tortured emotionally and i thought that it will only stop when im dead...

but God is still gracious coz He never allowed something bad to happen to me..actually this is the second time i committed suicide...please pray for me...i am a servant of God but i committed this sin that is not pleasing to God...i need strength to move on and go on with my life, i need His comfort coz im still haunted by the negative thoughts and memories of the past...

please also pray for my ex boyfriend..he is a youth pastor but now he is having a relationship with a girl who has a husband and 3 children already although the girl is not yet married to her husband...they are already planning to get married before this year ends...i feel that this is not the will of the Lord for him because he has received a lot of prophecies about his calling...and my ex boyfriend also admits that what he is doing is wrong but he is still continuing to do it...

please pray for us...we really need it..i appreciate all the prayers you will do for me...thank you in advance...God bless us all!

 

[ailluj]

ailluj, Pray to Father God that you will walk in his ways that never want anyone to die. God wants us to seek his guidance in times of trouble. I pray you can do that and forget about suicide. amen

hi thank you and i am always praying to God and talking to him about my situation. He is so gracious because He has been helping me a lot. i can say that even though i have not totally moved on at least step by step i am able to move on and get rid of my past. even though sometimes the enemy still deceives me and tries to discourage me again and again but God is so great that He doesn't allow the enemy to fill me with lies again.

i have already asked God's forgiveness for what i have done and one thing is for sure, i will never ever gonna do that again. i know God has a lot in store for me. i am entrusting my life to Him. God is good

 

[ailluj]

Dear Sister, you ex-boyfriend sounds like he has a lot of problems of his own. I do not believe that he would be any good to you now. We can't make others love us. It is in times like yours, that we need to hold on ever tighter to God. Pray forr Jesus to take the pain of your past love from you, to comfort you, heal you, fill you with peace, tranquility and joy.

I pray that our Lord Jesus will fill your heart with so much Love from Jesus, that you would never think of hurting Him again by trying to hurt yourself, in Jesus name, Amen.

Just think of yourself having a young child and they tried to hurt themselves on purpose, how would that make you feel? God feels your pain already, cling to your faith in Him and don't hurt Him anymore.

God has a wonderful life waiting for you, just wait a bit, He won't disapoint you !!!

Love in Jesus Christ
brother Gary

Amen. thank you so much for your prayer. and i'm moving on now. i know the Lord allowed this hurts that i had to teach me and to strengthen me more. and i am always talking to God specially when i am feeling down and thoughts of the past are flooding in my mind, and it really helps giving God all your worries and letting Him do His work in your life. i am always praying that only God's will will be done in my life and not mine. His ways are higher than my ways and His thoughts higher than my thoughts. the Lord is good and i believe that all this things, this pain will be over for i know that His plans for me are good because all things work together for our good