This is my first time writting blog, i dont know how to write in english well since english is not my primary language.. Please forgive me if there is any miss spell here and there >_<
I was born in 2 different culture and both of my parent has different religion (not Christian).. My dad was Catholic but used to be atheis now.. He is busy looking for money for family.. and my mom not Christian too.. since kid they put me on Christian school (idk why but i thank God i learn about Jesus there but still not knowing Him personaly until 2004 but i'm not going to talk about my spiritual journey today)
Since i know Him personally i pray and i want Him to save my family.. to touch my parent's heart and sibling.. but.... they saw Christian as a bad thing.. they saw member church looking for money and only invited rich people to go there, cheat here and there, arrogant, no compassion, look down on other, and many more.. they only saw bad apples.. when they meet with good Christian and they said wow they are very nice people but after they know if they are Christian my parent always closed their heart.. dont want to know all about Jesus.. its hard but i trust one day Jesus will touch their heart personally..
I also saw some of my friend always using word: you must do this you must do that.. or you must repent you must pray read bible bla bla bla.. they said all of it without LOVE..they tell other what its good but they forgot their attitude too.. they act like they are saint but people around can see the difference..
well, i'm not judging.. we are all learning everyday.. we go through some process each day in many areas
I just want to say for all Christian (include me): Be Light and be blessed to other
thats it
I was born in 2 different culture and both of my parent has different religion (not Christian).. My dad was Catholic but used to be atheis now.. He is busy looking for money for family.. and my mom not Christian too.. since kid they put me on Christian school (idk why but i thank God i learn about Jesus there but still not knowing Him personaly until 2004 but i'm not going to talk about my spiritual journey today)
Since i know Him personally i pray and i want Him to save my family.. to touch my parent's heart and sibling.. but.... they saw Christian as a bad thing.. they saw member church looking for money and only invited rich people to go there, cheat here and there, arrogant, no compassion, look down on other, and many more.. they only saw bad apples.. when they meet with good Christian and they said wow they are very nice people but after they know if they are Christian my parent always closed their heart.. dont want to know all about Jesus.. its hard but i trust one day Jesus will touch their heart personally..
I also saw some of my friend always using word: you must do this you must do that.. or you must repent you must pray read bible bla bla bla.. they said all of it without LOVE..they tell other what its good but they forgot their attitude too.. they act like they are saint but people around can see the difference..
well, i'm not judging.. we are all learning everyday.. we go through some process each day in many areas
I just want to say for all Christian (include me): Be Light and be blessed to other
thats it