It's been awhile since Ive posted anything on CC and the reason is I've been having personal issues. Being haunted by the people I've hurt has got me in a constant state of anxiety. I have a feeling God doesn't forgive me and i'm for sure going to hell now. :/ I have Aspergers and I've struggled with the mental problems that come with it all my life. Very few things comfort me other then God. But he's not helping me now. Or he is and I just cant seem to hear him.