Imoss,
God will give you the desires of your heart. Keep sowing the seed and keep watering because the harvest will come. It may be many days but it will come.
A family man from a small town in New England had been saved and was so transformed by the love of God. One of his neighbors had a drinking problem and for years he tried to minister to him but the man was not open to the gospel. One day there was a knock on the door and the man showed up, drunk as a skunk, and didn't want to go home to his wife. So he let him stay the night and sleep it off. In the morning they woke him for breakfast and he couldn't get over the kindness this family had showed him. That day, as a broken down trodden drunk, this man gave his heart to the Lord. God called him to go to Bible School, he became a pastor and they served God together for more than 35 years. They that sow in tears shall reap in joy, bringing their sheaves with them (Psalm 126:5,6).