You are shown this once one will not quit, belief to God, no matter what troubles happen to them to get them to deny God. I read a book called "The prince of the house of David"
When Jesus got water Baptized by John, I saw it happen in me through me, and literally saw mr sitting on the shore, beach, whatever one wants to say. Saw it happen, as if I was there when that day happened. Cannot explain it. Just as I cannot find the correct word(s) of this mysterious love given me from God Father in of risen Son for me either. It just is, and I see to lust love, discernment to speak or not speak, do or not do as led to. Amazing Jesus did the very same, wow woe is me Isaiah 6:1-7