Born of Spirit and Living Water

[Eve14ever]

No matter what Divine experience we go through or how close to God we draw near, it is so so very important my dear sister that we remember we are still here in the Fallen State. The Lord has won already - His Victory was completed on Calvary when He said "It is Finished". But Salvation functions beyond time and space the way we understand it currently.

I always like to say that the End has: happened, is happening and WILL happen, you know what I mean? So that's why I always push that the actual date and Time of the Lord's return isn't important - only the Lord is important and we MUST be ready and keep our lamps lit, trimmed and filled with oil. We are the lamps and our light must be shining for all to see.

Matthew 5:14-16
“You are the light of the world. A town built on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before others, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven.

Now let me be clear: Satan, by definition, IS the enemy and WILL be destroyed - this has been foretold and the Lake of Fire will be created specifically for the dragon and all the stars that he ensnared with his tail when he was cast from the heavens. But we STILL must extend forgiveness even to our enemies, to the greatest of our enemies. Because this is the supreme love, light and goodness which is only truly seen in Jesus Himself.

I don't think that the Satan will KNOW forgiveness and accept the Word of God, I believe his nature prevents him from this. You know the one and only unforgivable sin? To deny the power of the Holy Spirit? I believe only Satan (and his children) are actually capable of doing this.

Also there is something you mentioned a couple posts ago I wanted to address. You said something along the lines of: "Sometimes I feel sad for Father because everyone is so focused on loving and thanking the Son." But don't fret about this, okay? He is the GOOD Father, so purely good and selfless and loving that all the joy and hope and praise we pour out to the Lord Jesus brings the Father great happiness. Surely He is happier to see us love Jesus than even Himself because a wonderful and true Father like Him would PREFER to see His Son on the Throne, at His Own Right Hand, than Himself.

I will continue to pray earnestly for your health, strength and happiness Eve, may the Father send the Holy Spirit in great power to revitalize and empower you for the work ahead. Do not neglect your rest for even the Father took one Yom to rest. The Sabbath was made for Man, not man for the Sabbath

I don't think in terms of being in a fallen state as I am reborn of spirit, I know who I am in Father's eyes and who I have been. I am a new creation in Christ. Christ lives and reigns in my heart, in the heart of flesh which was divinely spoken into being. It's too easy for me to lash out at myself, to find fault or that I'm not doing enough, not that I have to do anything yet I desire with all that I am to do as much as I possibly can to further the cause of Truth. Someone once said, "Let's make Heaven crowded." I agree yet know that most believers I have come across won't be going to heaven right away, they will be part of the New Earth. Why? Christ tells us why when He spoke of being reborn of both spirit and water. We speak of what we know, this should be the way and not of what we know by reading scripture unless revealed by God but of what we have experienced WITH God, in our personal walks with Him. We can learn so much by listening to the true testimonies of others, those that strike as truth in our hearts and those that share similar spiritual experiences, much like we have. We know for a fact that both of us are known to God and have had real experiences with various forms of Him.
I just reread something you wrote about Father and Jesus. Father will ALWAYS be FIRST with me. Jesus made it clear that He always did and said what His Father told Him and of course He would as He is the Living Word of God. Jesus acknowledged Father and Father acknowledged Jesus. Father can't and should not be left out because we're not talking about a mere human dad and human type feelings, we're talking about the Ancient of Days, the Father of ALL, a Being so immensely powerful that very few can actually be in His presence. Jesus tones himself down for us and even still He can be so very intense. I know that any praise towards Jesus makes Father happy yet would it make Jesus happy? Not if Father is left to the wayside, for Jesus is /was all about His Father and His Father's work, He said, "If you see me, you see the Father." If He walked into a Church and it was all about Him and not a word about Father, well it just doesn't sit right within me. I don't agree and will never place even Christ before my Heavenly Father for I am His daughter. I belonged to Father before I belonged to Christ, long before.

 

[StoneLion]

I don't think in terms of being in a fallen state as I am reborn of spirit, I know who I am in Father's eyes and who I have been. I am a new creation in Christ. Christ lives and reigns in my heart, in the heart of flesh which was divinely spoken into being. It's too easy for me to lash out at myself, to find fault or that I'm not doing enough, not that I have to do anything yet I desire with all that I am to do as much as I possibly can to further the cause of Truth. Someone once said, "Let's make Heaven crowded." I agree yet know that most believers I have come across won't be going to heaven right away, they will be part of the New Earth. Why? Christ tells us why when He spoke of being reborn of both spirit and water. We speak of what we know, this should be the way and not of what we know by reading scripture unless revealed by God but of what we have experienced WITH God, in our personal walks with Him. We can learn so much by listening to the true testimonies of others, those that strike as truth in our hearts and those that share similar spiritual experiences, much like we have. We know for a fact that both of us are known to God and have had real experiences with various forms of Him.
I just reread something you wrote about Father and Jesus. Father will ALWAYS be FIRST with me. Jesus made it clear that He always did and said what His Father told Him and of course He would as He is the Living Word of God. Jesus acknowledged Father and Father acknowledged Jesus. Father can't and should not be left out because we're not talking about a mere human dad and human type feelings, we're talking about the Ancient of Days, the Father of ALL, a Being so immensely powerful that very few can actually be in His presence. Jesus tones himself down for us and even still He can be so very intense. I know that any praise towards Jesus makes Father happy yet would it make Jesus happy? Not if Father is left to the wayside, for Jesus is /was all about His Father and His Father's work, He said, "If you see me, you see the Father." If He walked into a Church and it was all about Him and not a word about Father, well it just doesn't sit right within me. I don't agree and will never place even Christ before my Heavenly Father for I am His daughter. I belonged to Father before I belonged to Christ, long before.

This makes me immediately think of the prayer Jesus taught us: Our Father. You are completely right and I appreciate the correction since this allows us to properly worship in a way that allows the Triune in one to be properly addressed, acknowledged and appreciated. Thank you Sister.

Again I think we are simply approaching the same scripture and Word of God from different angles and this has been extremely enlightening.

God continues to bless you with deep, Divine wisdom so please continue to bless and pray for me Sister. The burning anger of Justice needs Forgiveness or it means nothing

 

[Eve14ever]

There is no need to preach with you dear Sister, since I know that the Lord Himself has revealed the Father to you - but my Words are given unto me by the Father through the Holy Spirit. Our gifts are simply different, and as I said before, I am an agent of Wrath so my purpose differentiates my perspective that's all.

Justice is absolute and the Lord's word is clear, otherwise there would be no judgement, no tribulation and I understand perhaps we are talking about the same thing from multiple angles but the Spirit of Truth and discernment is within me too Sister and I can assure you that the Sword has a GREAT deal more work to be done. It calls to me constantly from it's Sheath and it's voice only grows louder each day.

I consider the scripture in all of its languages but most importantly the initial one in which it was written - even the Ten Commandments which the Father wrote with His own finger were in Human language. So I believe it is folly to consider the interpretations of men without value or merit since God is the Author or all wisdom and promises that the Word will be revealed in a way even children understand. Yom means much more than a day of rest, and perhaps for you that "time" or "age" of rest is either much much shorter (the time it takes to sleep) or it is still very far off. It is not for me to say.

Matthew 11:25-27
At that time Jesus said, “I praise you, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, because you have hidden these things from the wise and learned, and revealed them to little children. Yes, Father, for this is what you were pleased to do.

“All things have been committed to me by my Father. No one knows the Son except the Father, and no one knows the Father except the Son and those to whom the Son chooses to reveal him.

So know that we are washed in the water and washed in the Blood and made clean - all mankind - but some will still cry "Lord Lord" and He will say: "I do not know you." Perhaps the Satan will be among them? I really appreciate you bringing up the Seraphim who are described as being eternally burning. Or even the burning coal that the prophet Isaiah had placed in his mouth etc.

My wisdom is born of the Spirit of Righteous Anger and Justice - so there will be times I struggle and miss the mark with Forgiveness. Perhaps you are completely correct, it is not for me to say. I will pray earnestly on this and ask that you do so as well on my behalf.

I spent 3 years on a spiritual quest, praying for the same thing everyday, to find truth and the wisdom to recognize it. the I read and read and read, everything except scripture because I figured my Church upbringing had that market corned, I was wrong of course lol however I did find truth, a lot of truth and it was during that time that I had my first contact with the Holy Spirit. He told me I was at a crossroad and I had to make a choice. I could live a life which would lead to great success and fame or I could live a life of poverty. I was told both lives were ok but the life of poverty would lead to greater spiritual growth. I took three days to decide as I knew other people's lives would be impacted by my decision. I have come to find that true wisdom is born of great pain, it never comes without cost. I totally agree with wisdom being revealed to children, children whose minds have not been filled with the interpretations of man. I think it is folly for you to suggest to me to listen to a man's interpretation of scripture over that of the spirit of truth.
The ideas I wrote to you about satan are just my thoughts, although there is some scripture that eludes to such possibilities, it has not been a part of my walk to actively further search for such things.
You write that your wisdom is born of the spirit of righteous anger and justice, I well recall when I felt such feelings of divine righteous anger and judgement, it was during the Job experience when Satan entered into a loved one and lambasted me something fierce which caused the spirit in me to roar in rage while not uttering a sound, in that moment I did not care about his final destination at all. That was a huge first for me and it made me absolutely furious that I had been pushed to such extreme righteousness. The anger was FULLY JUSTIFIED and I knew it yet I HATED it.
You wrote "but my Words are given unto me by the Father through the Holy Spirit" are ALL the words you write given to you by the Holy Spirit? Knowing that we all have a unique and personal walk with God and that this walk is one of constant growth, learning and training, have you not grown and then discarded thoughts or beliefs which no longer fit the new creation you are becoming?

 

[Eve14ever]

I don't think in terms of being in a fallen state as I am reborn of spirit, I know who I am in Father's eyes and who I have been. I am a new creation in Christ. Christ lives and reigns in my heart, in the heart of flesh which was divinely spoken into being. It's too easy for me to lash out at myself, to find fault or that I'm not doing enough, not that I have to do anything yet I desire with all that I am to do as much as I possibly can to further the cause of Truth. Someone once said, "Let's make Heaven crowded." I agree yet know that most believers I have come across won't be going to heaven right away, they will be part of the New Earth. Why? Christ tells us why when He spoke of being reborn of both spirit and water. We speak of what we know, this should be the way and not of what we know by reading scripture unless revealed by God but of what we have experienced WITH God, in our personal walks with Him. We can learn so much by listening to the true testimonies of others, those that strike as truth in our hearts and those that share similar spiritual experiences, much like we have. We know for a fact that both of us are known to God and have had real experiences with various forms of Him.
I just reread something you wrote about Father and Jesus. Father will ALWAYS be FIRST with me. Jesus made it clear that He always did and said what His Father told Him and of course He would as He is the Living Word of God. Jesus acknowledged Father and Father acknowledged Jesus. Father can't and should not be left out because we're not talking about a mere human dad and human type feelings, we're talking about the Ancient of Days, the Father of ALL, a Being so immensely powerful that very few can actually be in His presence. Jesus tones himself down for us and even still He can be so very intense. I know that any praise towards Jesus makes Father happy yet would it make Jesus happy? Not if Father is left to the wayside, for Jesus is /was all about His Father and His Father's work, He said, "If you see me, you see the Father." If He walked into a Church and it was all about Him and not a word about Father, well it just doesn't sit right within me. I don't agree and will never place even Christ before my Heavenly Father for I am His daughter. I belonged to Father before I belonged to Christ, long before.

This makes me immediately think of the prayer Jesus taught us: Our Father. You are completely right and I appreciate the correction since this allows us to properly worship in a way that allows the Triune in one to be properly addressed, acknowledged and appreciated. Thank you Sister.

Again I think we are simply approaching the same scripture and Word of God from different angles and this has been extremely enlightening.

God continues to bless you with deep, Divine wisdom so please continue to bless and pray for me Sister. The burning anger of Justice needs Forgiveness or it means nothing

Made my heart smile, thank you. I was about to do something else and then it came to me to come back and share this testimony with you. Several years ago, I looked up from my work and noticed a very strange image taking up the whole side of my fridge. It was a huge mean looking skeleton face. I got up to investigate further, thinking it was either a demon or a waring angels, the latter thought giving me more confidence. As I approached it dimmed significantly, I felt no sense or impressions so I grew bored lol and turned away. Just then something invisible pulled on one of my fingers with such immense force, I thought surely my finger had been ripped right off. I looked at it and watched in complete disbelief as it grew to three times its size in mere seconds and pain erupted in my brain like dynamite. With a rush of spiritual instinct, without any forethought, I rebuked the injury in Jesus's name 3 times and watched in amazement as my finger went back to normal size and the pain reduced by 90%. Then something grabbed my throat and I could no longer breathe. I looked out the window and thought about running to the neighbours house for help but knew I didnt have enough time so again I rebuked in our Lord's name, this time in thought alone as I could not speak and did so with all the feeling I had within me, 3 times again and the hold was released. I left the kitchen and went into my living room where lo and behold what do I see but a solid white cumulus type cloud, it was small about 2 ft across and a foot high, stationary. I immediately thought it was whatever tried to attack me trying to manifest. I was not afraid as I had beat it twice so I said to the cloud, "Ohhhhhh, so you're trying to manifest eh? Well go ahead, MANIFEST!" Nothing happened. I looked at the cloud and then had a lightbulb moment, I grinned and said, "Oh I know what to say to YOU! I COMMAND you in the Name of Jesus Christ to MANIFEST!" There was an INSTANT reaction yet not what I expected. The cloud turned GOLD and disappeared as my jaw dropped. That was not my attacker lol and Hallelujah!

 

[StoneLion]

I spent 3 years on a spiritual quest, praying for the same thing everyday, to find truth and the wisdom to recognize it. the I read and read and read, everything except scripture because I figured my Church upbringing had that market corned, I was wrong of course lol however I did find truth, a lot of truth and it was during that time that I had my first contact with the Holy Spirit. He told me I was at a crossroad and I had to make a choice. I could live a life which would lead to great success and fame or I could live a life of poverty. I was told both lives were ok but the life of poverty would lead to greater spiritual growth. I took three days to decide as I knew other people's lives would be impacted by my decision. I have come to find that true wisdom is born of great pain, it never comes without cost. I totally agree with wisdom being revealed to children, children whose minds have not been filled with the interpretations of man. I think it is folly for you to suggest to me to listen to a man's interpretation of scripture over that of the spirit of truth.
The ideas I wrote to you about satan are just my thoughts, although there is some scripture that eludes to such possibilities, it has not been a part of my walk to actively further search for such things.
You write that your wisdom is born of the spirit of righteous anger and justice, I well recall when I felt such feelings of divine righteous anger and judgement, it was during the Job experience when Satan entered into a loved one and lambasted me something fierce which caused the spirit in me to roar in rage while not uttering a sound, in that moment I did not care about his final destination at all. That was a huge first for me and it made me absolutely furious that I had been pushed to such extreme righteousness. The anger was FULLY JUSTIFIED and I knew it yet I HATED it.
You wrote "but my Words are given unto me by the Father through the Holy Spirit" are ALL the words you write given to you by the Holy Spirit? Knowing that we all have a unique and personal walk with God and that this walk is one of constant growth, learning and training, have you not grown and then discarded thoughts or beliefs which no longer fit the new creation you are becoming?

All the Words I speak and write come directly at the Father's instruction but they are still spoken by me, you know? I am fallible while He is not and yes I have felt the Birth-pains of discarding the Old Adam and his broken ways of thinking. I am washed and reborn, a new Creation so I find conflicts like this constantly but I do assure you that part of that Righteous Anger, not all but a great part, is Divine in nature and necessary. One cannot have mercy without justice and some hearts/minds/souls are simply too hard or rotten or overcome by the World that they must be judged harshly. Not for the sake of Salvation but because God's name and character are above all negotiations. Jesus weeps over us and even the Father stays His Wrath at times for the sake of the Elect. I am reminded of M. I plunged the Sword in Rage into his heart and yet the Lord Himself did not condemn him. There will be many such men and even angels/demons who will be judged and mercy will be much stronger than Wrath. But I cannot change what I am or my purpose and so I need you and my other brothers and sisters in Christ to rebuke and correct me lest I fall from Justified to Unjustified Anger. This is my stumbling block and trap Eve. So thank you and thank God for you

 

[Eve14ever]

This makes me immediately think of the prayer Jesus taught us: Our Father. You are completely right and I appreciate the correction since this allows us to properly worship in a way that allows the Triune in one to be properly addressed, acknowledged and appreciated. Thank you Sister.

Again I think we are simply approaching the same scripture and Word of God from different angles and this has been extremely enlightening.

God continues to bless you with deep, Divine wisdom so please continue to bless and pray for me Sister. The burning anger of Justice needs Forgiveness or it means nothing

I just had contact with the Holy Spirit. I believe it is He that gives me scripture and tonight's scripture was so absolutely perfect for this new mission, I am so stoked I had to share with you. The scripture given was the one about how faith the size of a mustard seed can move a mountain. Well my faith has grown into an actual knowing of God and the person I am to contact is akin to a mountain amongst men with a huge worldly following, along with a mountain of gold which, if all goes as planned will be used to initiate God's plans rather than this man's personal ambitions despite the fact that some of his plans are along the same lines as what Father has in mind but not in the same manner. I was just outside thinking about how on earth am I supposed to get ahold of this man lol and the scripture comes to mind. So now I will focus my faith/knowing to help manifest this into reality. I already have two approaches to start with, one is a hunt because I did converse with him already once before but he was hidden lol however as we know, nothing remains hidden to the Lord. If this can come to fruition then we will actually have the opportunity to initiate Christ's Kingdom and the New Earth which is basically Eden morphing into the whole earth rather than the garden. The tools/keys are already known, some of which came from the time of Egypt, from the fallen ones, only then was not the time, now IS or hopefully will be. Everything is in Father's hands and the timing for everything is dependant on so many factors that we humans for the most part do not have access to, like our true and full history. There are way too many unanswered questions or very poorly answered ones. Those in power only give the bulk of humanity what they want them to know. I have done many years of deep research into the depths of the plans against humanity, can prove everything I write about and I also have solutions because when being led to do the research, I was also led to find answers. What good is sharing truth if it's all gloom and doom, with God there is light, grace and answers for every problem we face in the world this very day. We can heal the earth, the environment. We can grow food that is nutritionally superior, much larger produce and vastly increase yields without anything harmful to the earth being used, without great cost and without technology. The Holy Spirit has provided a Health Protocol for these times to cleanse and purify our temples like no other, to feed and nourish the spirit and heal the flesh. We can build homes that emit health and life giving energy, inexpensively and yet highly creative/artistic. There is whole interwoven plan that takes care of all of humanity's needs and highest desires. Now whether this is how it shall come to pass or if God will do something more miraculous and sudden remains to be seen yet hopefully these truths revealed are not just to set the stage for condemnation in those who rejected the truth, although sadly that may well be the case and if so then this path will lead in another direction, scriptural as well yet potentially

All the Words I speak and write come directly at the Father's instruction but they are still spoken by me, you know? I am fallible while He is not and yes I have felt the Birth-pains of discarding the Old Adam and his broken ways of thinking. I am washed and reborn, a new Creation so I find conflicts like this constantly but I do assure you that part of that Righteous Anger, not all but a great part, is Divine in nature and necessary. One cannot have mercy without justice and some hearts/minds/souls are simply too hard or rotten or overcome by the World that they must be judged harshly. Not for the sake of Salvation but because God's name and character are above all negotiations. Jesus weeps over us and even the Father stays His Wrath at times for the sake of the Elect. I am reminded of M. I plunged the Sword in Rage into his heart and yet the Lord Himself did not condemn him. There will be many such men and even angels/demons who will be judged and mercy will be much stronger than Wrath. But I cannot change what I am or my purpose and so I need you and my other brothers and sisters in Christ to rebuke and correct me lest I fall from Justified to Unjustified Anger. This is my stumbling block and trap Eve. So thank you and thank God for you

You know what helps me most is to take the time to place myself in the shoes of others, I try to understand what motivated them to react as they do. I've witnessed much spiritual warfare in my life and know darn straight it is often the root of all issues. The Lord said, "My people die for lack of knowledge." and it's so true, people don't even do the first and most crucial step anymore which is to take our thoughts captive. I'm a stickler for that scripture because I absolutely know for a fact how important it is. Also, I am crystal clear aware of how imperfect I am, yes a new Creation yet still fallible and so like the warriors chosen by God in the way they held themselves while drinking long overdue water, I am constantly on the look out, on guard. I fight and rebuke when things start going sideways and I'm getting my feathers ruffled, so to speak. I have found via the studying of human nature that most human trouble arises from a lack of love. Where there is love, troubles are overcome, where there is no love, troubles overwhelm a human. As a person who has walked alone for far too long, I know how tragic and difficult life can be without love, someone to lean on, talk to or even get a hug. That's actually I think why I am so close to God because I had no one and so I reached with all that I am to God and when He came through for me, I never let go because He's more real to me than most humans are.
We react differently to rage situations with people, I don't tend so much to get angry at the people but I get angry that my words to people, rather than uplift them to a closer relationship and desire for God, wind up actually condemning them by their reactions. In my mind I get so rattled as here I was running into their fire to save them only to have themselves heap even more coals on their heads. Sometimes I feel like such a smuck, like I don't want to do this and yet when I witness injustice or someone lying about scripture or claiming God said or did something which the living waters and Christ within make it clear it is not true, I have no choice but to respond and I generally try to do it in the softest or kindest of ways, backed with scripture, unless the person is full on attacking another then sometimes I will treat them in the exact manner they are treating another while making it personal to them and then I will ask them how my words made them feel, to try and help them see how they are impacting others. There are many online who speak about how some will be judging with Christ according to scripture, some even claiming that they already know they will be a judge and yet for me, as I think about that, I find it to be more of a teaching position than that of a condemning judge. When that day comes, those who judge will be able to look into the hearts and minds of the people and know their truth regardless of what their lips speak. Judgement will take a different form in terms of ok what is best for this soul, how can we help or where can we place this soul so that it may grow, or have rest or be refined or get a spirit or whatever. I'm the type that if there's a will, there's way so I am not quick to stomp on people just because they screwed up because I screwed up big time and God still calls me His. He loves like we can't even begin to imagine. We are to be known by our love not by any type of righteousness in terms of anger or judgement. What is righteousness, it is not anger, it is more right alignment with God, one doesn't have to be a warrior to be righteous.

 

[StoneLion]

When that day comes, those who judge will be able to look into the hearts and minds of the people and know their truth regardless of what their lips speak. Judgement will take a different form in terms of ok what is best for this soul, how can we help or where can we place this soul so that it may grow, or have rest or be refined or get a spirit or whatever. I'm the type that if there's a will, there's way so I am not quick to stomp on people just because they screwed up because I screwed up big time and God still calls me His. He loves like we can't even begin to imagine. We are to be known by our love not by any type of righteousness in terms of anger or judgement. What is righteousness, it is not anger, it is more right alignment with God, one doesn't have to be a warrior to be righteous.

Wow. There is incredible power in your Words and I will respond properly but I am in the middle of another experience as I read this. The Holy Spirit compels me to say: My Servant Zephaniah, Son of Judah: "The Lord your God is with you, the Mighty Warrior who saves. He will take great delight in you; in His love He will no longer rebuke you, but will rejoice over you with singing."

The Sword is singing, it has never sung so loud nor so beautifully, my ears are aflame. Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord God Almighty.

 

[Eve14ever]

Wow. There is incredible power in your Words and I will respond properly but I am in the middle of another experience as I read this. The Holy Spirit compels me to say: My Servant Zephaniah, Son of Judah: "The Lord your God is with you, the Mighty Warrior who saves. He will take great delight in you; in His love He will no longer rebuke you, but will rejoice over you with singing."

The Sword is singing, it has never sung so loud nor so beautifully, my ears are aflame. Holy, Holy, Holy is the Lord God Almighty.

That scripture speaks volumes to me for I once did something so terrible that with all that I am I figured my actions had damned me. I cannot even adequately describe how that impacted me. Finally out of desperation, I remembered something from the book of Enoch, how the fallen ones asked Enoch to talk to God on their behalf and His response was that they shouldn't be concerned about their forgiveness but should be trying to help the people. So I prayed to Father and asked Him to allow the fallen to watch what I would do because even though I got myself damned, I was still going to try and help God's people and I meant that with every fibre of my being. Not long after I experienced divine transformation. The thing is though, God had every right to be oh so angry with me and yet He's never ever spoken an angry word to me. And....I always wanted to delight Father. The first thing I ever wanted to do was simply make Father smile however I wound up doing that really fast much to my surprise and then I was a bit stumped thinking ok now what do I do? LOL I LOVE when people send me scripture, for you see brother, I have not even read the entire Bible. I can't just sit down and read through it really fast, sometimes I will be led to read one small portion and it unravels so much my mind is temporarily blown. I well recall when I was shattered by rejection from believers, felt I was such an insignificant loser who was given something of great value and blew it because I couldnt share it properly. If there's weight to be carried, I'm the first donkey lol. Anyway Father interrupted my self induced misery and told me to open my Bible. I did so in a haphazard way. It opened to Revelation 3 and my eyes fell on Revelation 3 18 I believe which has Jesus speaking about buying gold from Him. Now I had read this scripture before and it never impacted me before but this time I knew exactly what it meant, it in fact was what I had been working on sharing with the people which is an end time mystery, a form of gold. Suddenly my heart was whole again as I realized I was directly involved in the fulfillment of scripture. The command Father gave me resulted in its discovery via the urgings of the Holy Spirit. I saw how years of my life and walk were revealed in a few lines of scripture. It took me back to an experience I had of going to a Church for free clothes, it was my first time, there was a line of young women waiting. They all looked at me as I limped my way towards them and I could feel their feelings. Though they were there as I was, they viewed me as poor and so in my head I stared talking to Father, I said, "Father, they all think I'm poor and yet I feel so rich with you." It was so plain that there was something wrong and when I read about those who think they are rich yet are so poor in Rev 3, I was taken right back to that scene and understood that again the scripture was not about monetary gold or Mammon type wealth yet wealth of the spirit, treasures that can never be taken from us and WILL come with us to Heaven or the New Earth.
I LOVE that your sword is SINGING rather than SWINGING my wonderful, quick minded brother. You are a delight to me because I have never had someone learn so fast and pick up on truths most believers fight me on. Hallelujah! The words well done are resounding within me. Hallelujah! Shine on brother! These are the kind of interactions I live for, way to make my day start with a glow, you Jesus Rock Star! Hallelujah!

 

[StoneLion]

That scripture speaks volumes to me for I once did something so terrible that with all that I am I figured my actions had damned me. I cannot even adequately describe how that impacted me. Finally out of desperation, I remembered something from the book of Enoch, how the fallen ones asked Enoch to talk to God on their behalf and His response was that they shouldn't be concerned about their forgiveness but should be trying to help the people. So I prayed to Father and asked Him to allow the fallen to watch what I would do because even though I got myself damned, I was still going to try and help God's people and I meant that with every fibre of my being. Not long after I experienced divine transformation. The thing is though, God had every right to be oh so angry with me and yet He's never ever spoken an angry word to me. And....I always wanted to delight Father. The first thing I ever wanted to do was simply make Father smile however I wound up doing that really fast much to my surprise and then I was a bit stumped thinking ok now what do I do? LOL I LOVE when people send me scripture, for you see brother, I have not even read the entire Bible. I can't just sit down and read through it really fast, sometimes I will be led to read one small portion and it unravels so much my mind is temporarily blown. I well recall when I was shattered by rejection from believers, felt I was such an insignificant loser who was given something of great value and blew it because I couldnt share it properly. If there's weight to be carried, I'm the first donkey lol. Anyway Father interrupted my self induced misery and told me to open my Bible. I did so in a haphazard way. It opened to Revelation 3 and my eyes fell on Revelation 3 18 I believe which has Jesus speaking about buying gold from Him. Now I had read this scripture before and it never impacted me before but this time I knew exactly what it meant, it in fact was what I had been working on sharing with the people which is an end time mystery, a form of gold. Suddenly my heart was whole again as I realized I was directly involved in the fulfillment of scripture. The command Father gave me resulted in its discovery via the urgings of the Holy Spirit. I saw how years of my life and walk were revealed in a few lines of scripture. It took me back to an experience I had of going to a Church for free clothes, it was my first time, there was a line of young women waiting. They all looked at me as I limped my way towards them and I could feel their feelings. Though they were there as I was, they viewed me as poor and so in my head I stared talking to Father, I said, "Father, they all think I'm poor and yet I feel so rich with you." It was so plain that there was something wrong and when I read about those who think they are rich yet are so poor in Rev 3, I was taken right back to that scene and understood that again the scripture was not about monetary gold or Mammon type wealth yet wealth of the spirit, treasures that can never be taken from us and WILL come with us to Heaven or the New Earth.
I LOVE that your sword is SINGING rather than SWINGING my wonderful, quick minded brother. You are a delight to me because I have never had someone learn so fast and pick up on truths most believers fight me on. Hallelujah! The words well done are resounding within me. Hallelujah! Shine on brother! These are the kind of interactions I live for, way to make my day start with a glow, you Jesus Rock Star! Hallelujah!

Likewise sister, reading your responses brings me great joy and peace with the Father. I slept extremely well, even better than usual. I closed my eyes and it was 8 hours later - I am ready for the Work. Even in my secular job I try my hardest to act and work as if I am truly directly serving Christ because in truth I am. We are, aren't we? No matter who we help or how, the Lord rejoices in every saved soul and as you said earlier - He delights more in a single saved sinner than thousands of those who did not need to be saved. There are MANY Christians working nights where I am so we have strong fellowship and encourage each other. Tonight and every night since we have begun sharing the Word and the Work together I have taught them from the lessons you have taught me.

I have read the Bible in English 15 times front to back, in Latin and Greek once and I spent 2 years with a dear friend reading it in Hebrew and Arabic. I very much want to read or have it read to me in Aramaic as well. One day, maybe through discord I would really like to take turns reading passages and study the entire Old and then New Testament with you sister, if and when you have time since I know The Work keeps you very busy.

Hahaha that made me smile, thank you. You are also a bright and shining Rock Star for Christ and a constant reminder to me that the Lord's ways are far above my own. The Sword still sings and yes, as you said it remains sheathed - longer than any time before I have not yet been called to wield it again. Hallelujah!! All glory, honour and praise be upon the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit forever and ever, amen .