Greetings all. I have been involved with Christians online since 2012, after getting a huge wake up call from Father in a lucid dream in which He spoke with a voice like no other, every cell in my being shook, responded and understood. Since then I have been filled with the fire of the Holy Spirit, reborn of spirit and filled with rivers of living water. Once this happened, I looked for similar testimonies and found they were sorely lacking and worse yet that many believers have mistaken their first contact with Holy Spirit as being spiritually reborn and thinking that human baptism is the water birth Jesus speaks of, it is not. If we look at the conversation in scripture that Jesus had when He spoke of being "reborn" of water, we should understand and appreciate this is a divine process. What follows is my true testimony of these events which transpired less than ten yrs ago.
I had been working on a project to reveal a hidden mystery, my blood felt as if it were on fire yet with no heat or pain. It was like being pumped with an energy unlike anything on this earth. It was during this time that I spoke to Father while gazing at the sky one day. Although I always believed in Father and knew he was real, I hadn't fully accepted Jesus, in fact, I felt sad for Father because everyone always talked about Jesus but Father was never mentioned. Anyway, I told Father I felt it was time for me to accept Jesus as His only begotten Son and all that went with that but I also told Father that I was sorry if this was wrong and that He would ALWAYS be first with me. Within days of this I was filled with an inner whirlwind, a relentless one, that kept saying a name over and over and telling me I was that name, that spirit and all that went with it. I thought it to be from the pits of hell and so for days I rebuked the whirlwind with all that I was, to no avail. Then for days again, I beseeched Father, begging Him to make it stop for I felt I was losing my mind. The very idea this whirlwind was telling me was to me, insane.
Nothing would stop this whirlwind and it got to the point where I had to tell someone, it was just too much for me. I chose someone with a poor memory because I knew I would sound nuts. Then I told my story but at the end, rather than simply state the name, I wound up surrendering to it and saying, "I am (the name.)" I no sooner got the words spoken when I heard Father speak over and into me which felt like a thick warm liquid pouring from the top of my head flowing down into my heart where it exploded something hard around my heart into what felt like billions of shards. Father had said, "I will give you a heart of flesh." Later I was led to Ezekiel and understood that I had been reborn of spirit and that yes indeed I was the name I had been given.
Not long after this while sitting at a table with someone I was trying to lead to truth, suddenly I became aware of an overwhelmingly intense feeling of two mighty rivers pounding into my belly without pain. It was akin to having Niagara Falls on one side and Rainbow falls on the other. It got so intense my essence was catapulted right out of my body. I was floating in the air in front of it. Then I noticed my body talking, it repeated the same words I had last spoke which were, "Stop wasting time!" It spoke more but my attention went back to the rivers of water which were blowing my mind. Then it was over and I was back in my body. I jumped to my feet saying, "What the heck was that?????" I was nervous beyond contemplation as I had no idea what had just happened and was afraid I had been demonically infiltrated. That night I prayed to Father, asking Him who it was who spoke through me. I was answered immediately, by my own body, "The Lion of Judah." I didnt even know who that was at the time but recalled it had something to do with the Bible so I felt calmer. Later I realized I had experienced the water rebirth Jesus speaks of and now He resides within me as His spirit comes with the living waters. There are times He makes His presence known and unfortunately that tends to happen when a person angers Him. It is a very scary thing to have Him angry, I get filled with dread for the person who provokes Him.
It is far better to have doubt in these matters than to sit on a self established perch of security taught by those who never knew Christ. I myself appreciate it so much if someone leads me to truth or shows me where I err because then I have time to change things, to do better but without even knowing I am doing wrong then how can I ever grow free of it? So that's why I share these testimonies for they are real and true, it is my desire that all be fully reborn of spirit, know who they are in Father's eyes and what their true name is. I was raised in the Church and have had much experience with various branches of Christianity, I have heard countless testimonies and yet NOTHING had prepared me for the true, divine and supernatural experiences of spiritual rebirth and being filled with Christ's spirit with the living water birth. Christ is very different than the Holy Spirit, each from the same source of truth yet each different in terms of the way of communication and strength thereof. Christ as the Lion of Judah is KING, of that there is NO doubt. He is majestic, all powerful, so far far above us in all ways and so very very worthy of all our efforts.
Feeling the Holy Spirit for the first time is a powerful thing, actually any divine experience/contact is so different from any human interactions that it tends to overwhelm us and we make it way bigger than what it is. Personally, I would hate to be found a liar, hate to be standing before the Lord thinking I was good to go as in fully reborn of both spirit and divine water only to find I was neither. So these words aren't to make someone/anyone feel less but to make us all strive for more. I say never settle, always ask for more but lol also be prepared to become completely overwhelmed for God is spirit and most of us are not, spirit has a completely different way of operating in this realm and most times, those of the spirit, are not understood, not accepted, rejected, attacked, called crazy or in league with Satan. I have endured this so many times it doesn't really impact me anymore. I expect to be rejected as that is my norm or rather our norm as I do not walk alone. Reach to Father with all that you are and ask Him to give you more, more more of Him, ask Him to enter your heart, life and mind, to infuse you with His truth...or whatever comes to mind, He loves it when we speak to Him straight from our hearts. He often answers me directly when I speak aloud to Him as His child and I am His child 100%, I look UP to Him in ALL things and I am ever so thankful to have such an amazing Father who has given me so much and I know He longs to do this with so many more of His children yet if we close our minds to Him by thinking erroneously that we already have something He hasn't yet given us then we are closing the door in His face. Please just consider the possibility that my testimony is true, most do not because it means they have to face up to their own lack. Don't let false pride stagnate what could be a miraculous real life walk with God. Give Him your hearts, He will give you a heart of flesh in return, which in truth, is a heart for the people. I have nada to gain by sharing these testimonies, people have taught me that no one believes me yet here I go again, sharing, knowing full well that every negative thought let alone words written back to me, impact me and make my walk harder but for you, I do this and I will continue to share unbelievable yet true testimonies with the hope that truth may break free for our King's sake as I am simply a worker in the harvest. Seek Him with all that you are as we are not promised tomorrow, do it now as like Father told me back in 2012 "Now IS the time!"
If anyone has had similar experiences then please share with me, it's no fun being the oddball, believe me. Have a blessed day all.
I had been working on a project to reveal a hidden mystery, my blood felt as if it were on fire yet with no heat or pain. It was like being pumped with an energy unlike anything on this earth. It was during this time that I spoke to Father while gazing at the sky one day. Although I always believed in Father and knew he was real, I hadn't fully accepted Jesus, in fact, I felt sad for Father because everyone always talked about Jesus but Father was never mentioned. Anyway, I told Father I felt it was time for me to accept Jesus as His only begotten Son and all that went with that but I also told Father that I was sorry if this was wrong and that He would ALWAYS be first with me. Within days of this I was filled with an inner whirlwind, a relentless one, that kept saying a name over and over and telling me I was that name, that spirit and all that went with it. I thought it to be from the pits of hell and so for days I rebuked the whirlwind with all that I was, to no avail. Then for days again, I beseeched Father, begging Him to make it stop for I felt I was losing my mind. The very idea this whirlwind was telling me was to me, insane.
Nothing would stop this whirlwind and it got to the point where I had to tell someone, it was just too much for me. I chose someone with a poor memory because I knew I would sound nuts. Then I told my story but at the end, rather than simply state the name, I wound up surrendering to it and saying, "I am (the name.)" I no sooner got the words spoken when I heard Father speak over and into me which felt like a thick warm liquid pouring from the top of my head flowing down into my heart where it exploded something hard around my heart into what felt like billions of shards. Father had said, "I will give you a heart of flesh." Later I was led to Ezekiel and understood that I had been reborn of spirit and that yes indeed I was the name I had been given.
Not long after this while sitting at a table with someone I was trying to lead to truth, suddenly I became aware of an overwhelmingly intense feeling of two mighty rivers pounding into my belly without pain. It was akin to having Niagara Falls on one side and Rainbow falls on the other. It got so intense my essence was catapulted right out of my body. I was floating in the air in front of it. Then I noticed my body talking, it repeated the same words I had last spoke which were, "Stop wasting time!" It spoke more but my attention went back to the rivers of water which were blowing my mind. Then it was over and I was back in my body. I jumped to my feet saying, "What the heck was that?????" I was nervous beyond contemplation as I had no idea what had just happened and was afraid I had been demonically infiltrated. That night I prayed to Father, asking Him who it was who spoke through me. I was answered immediately, by my own body, "The Lion of Judah." I didnt even know who that was at the time but recalled it had something to do with the Bible so I felt calmer. Later I realized I had experienced the water rebirth Jesus speaks of and now He resides within me as His spirit comes with the living waters. There are times He makes His presence known and unfortunately that tends to happen when a person angers Him. It is a very scary thing to have Him angry, I get filled with dread for the person who provokes Him.
It is far better to have doubt in these matters than to sit on a self established perch of security taught by those who never knew Christ. I myself appreciate it so much if someone leads me to truth or shows me where I err because then I have time to change things, to do better but without even knowing I am doing wrong then how can I ever grow free of it? So that's why I share these testimonies for they are real and true, it is my desire that all be fully reborn of spirit, know who they are in Father's eyes and what their true name is. I was raised in the Church and have had much experience with various branches of Christianity, I have heard countless testimonies and yet NOTHING had prepared me for the true, divine and supernatural experiences of spiritual rebirth and being filled with Christ's spirit with the living water birth. Christ is very different than the Holy Spirit, each from the same source of truth yet each different in terms of the way of communication and strength thereof. Christ as the Lion of Judah is KING, of that there is NO doubt. He is majestic, all powerful, so far far above us in all ways and so very very worthy of all our efforts.
Feeling the Holy Spirit for the first time is a powerful thing, actually any divine experience/contact is so different from any human interactions that it tends to overwhelm us and we make it way bigger than what it is. Personally, I would hate to be found a liar, hate to be standing before the Lord thinking I was good to go as in fully reborn of both spirit and divine water only to find I was neither. So these words aren't to make someone/anyone feel less but to make us all strive for more. I say never settle, always ask for more but lol also be prepared to become completely overwhelmed for God is spirit and most of us are not, spirit has a completely different way of operating in this realm and most times, those of the spirit, are not understood, not accepted, rejected, attacked, called crazy or in league with Satan. I have endured this so many times it doesn't really impact me anymore. I expect to be rejected as that is my norm or rather our norm as I do not walk alone. Reach to Father with all that you are and ask Him to give you more, more more of Him, ask Him to enter your heart, life and mind, to infuse you with His truth...or whatever comes to mind, He loves it when we speak to Him straight from our hearts. He often answers me directly when I speak aloud to Him as His child and I am His child 100%, I look UP to Him in ALL things and I am ever so thankful to have such an amazing Father who has given me so much and I know He longs to do this with so many more of His children yet if we close our minds to Him by thinking erroneously that we already have something He hasn't yet given us then we are closing the door in His face. Please just consider the possibility that my testimony is true, most do not because it means they have to face up to their own lack. Don't let false pride stagnate what could be a miraculous real life walk with God. Give Him your hearts, He will give you a heart of flesh in return, which in truth, is a heart for the people. I have nada to gain by sharing these testimonies, people have taught me that no one believes me yet here I go again, sharing, knowing full well that every negative thought let alone words written back to me, impact me and make my walk harder but for you, I do this and I will continue to share unbelievable yet true testimonies with the hope that truth may break free for our King's sake as I am simply a worker in the harvest. Seek Him with all that you are as we are not promised tomorrow, do it now as like Father told me back in 2012 "Now IS the time!"
If anyone has had similar experiences then please share with me, it's no fun being the oddball, believe me. Have a blessed day all.
