So awhile ago, I found out about this NWO and RFID conspiracy and disregarded it. I felt safe because I knew I had God and I was doing good progress back then. Now, everything is the complete opposite. Apparently, i'm not completely baptized because when I was young that one "didn't count", my addiction to sexual lust has come back, and I just feel sick to my stomach about everything. I'm scared my name won't be in the book of life and I just cant...ugh I'm scared about this chip that is supposed to be mandatory for all americans next month, I just wish the world was a good place like I thought it was when I was a kid.
ugh.
I just hope I can get closer to God and repent thoroughly.
P.S: Does repenting mean to be completely sinless or does it mean to give God 100% of your love? I've heard both.
ugh.
I just hope I can get closer to God and repent thoroughly.
P.S: Does repenting mean to be completely sinless or does it mean to give God 100% of your love? I've heard both.