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Hi i haven't seen my beautiful boy for 2 years.. i was kicked out by my childs father we were living defacto for 9 years..so when he kicked me out i left i was sick of all the mind games.. i didn't have any family or support let alone any stability for my baby my childs father at the time was living with his mother and still is..
i needed to sort my life out i was an emotional wreck.. now i am stronger i have a career and i am also married to an awesome man of God..i have come back to be closer to my baby boy.. he is now 4 years old.. i have been in the same state for 2 weeks now and i have not been able to see my baby.. it is killing me..
I miss my baby soooooo much but i had to make the choice i made to become stronger and allow God to strengthen me.. i am just praying for a change of heart in my childs father.. another reason i couldn't take my baby was because my ex never had a father and i could see what was missing in his life..
God helped me plant a seed in my childs father but his heart wasn't ready.. my baby is the closet thing that he has to God.. i always wanted to be a mummy, my ex never wanted a child because he didn't know how to be a father.. our son has changed him brought sooo much love and joy into his life.. but i too want to be apart of my beautiful boys life.. i just pray that my childs father will have a change of heart oxo
i needed to sort my life out i was an emotional wreck.. now i am stronger i have a career and i am also married to an awesome man of God..i have come back to be closer to my baby boy.. he is now 4 years old.. i have been in the same state for 2 weeks now and i have not been able to see my baby.. it is killing me..
I miss my baby soooooo much but i had to make the choice i made to become stronger and allow God to strengthen me.. i am just praying for a change of heart in my childs father.. another reason i couldn't take my baby was because my ex never had a father and i could see what was missing in his life..
God helped me plant a seed in my childs father but his heart wasn't ready.. my baby is the closet thing that he has to God.. i always wanted to be a mummy, my ex never wanted a child because he didn't know how to be a father.. our son has changed him brought sooo much love and joy into his life.. but i too want to be apart of my beautiful boys life.. i just pray that my childs father will have a change of heart oxo