I’m sorry to hear about your struggles. Please know that I’ll be praying for you, asking the Lord to bless you with a suitable life partner, surround you with His healing presence in a special and powerful way, filling you with His love, peace, and strength in the days ahead. Remember that He is even more concerned than we are and is able to work out everything good for you. Are you seeing a therapist for your anxiety and depression? Hope everything goes well with you. Blessings!