I have had random situations lately that have put me thinking and given me uneasy feeling.
It began maby year ago when was separating my wife. I saw a dream where I was in my summer cottage. It was summer or early autumn. Me and my wife were front of the cottage she was laying down on the grass motionless and around her I saw random tools for gardening and woodcrafting. I realised from my dream that I was in shock and that she was dead. our troubles to get along have remained, and what gives me lot of difficulties is her state. She don't seem to have almost anything else supporting her life than me. now i have seen 5 or 6 news of people... families or dating couples where man have killed his wife or gf and then caught, no matter how well he tried to hide. And every time i see such news I remember that dream. It's disturbing and annoying and same time makes me very unconfortable feeling.
I DON'T have plans nor wish to harm her, but why Im bugged with these? any ideas?
Sometimes when things are really bad I have thought to cut all my contact and even my support to her. In those cases well I don't know what she would do. I have feeling ... like a threat that If I stop being in contact to her she will do something bad to herself... or me too.
It began maby year ago when was separating my wife. I saw a dream where I was in my summer cottage. It was summer or early autumn. Me and my wife were front of the cottage she was laying down on the grass motionless and around her I saw random tools for gardening and woodcrafting. I realised from my dream that I was in shock and that she was dead. our troubles to get along have remained, and what gives me lot of difficulties is her state. She don't seem to have almost anything else supporting her life than me. now i have seen 5 or 6 news of people... families or dating couples where man have killed his wife or gf and then caught, no matter how well he tried to hide. And every time i see such news I remember that dream. It's disturbing and annoying and same time makes me very unconfortable feeling.
I DON'T have plans nor wish to harm her, but why Im bugged with these? any ideas?
Sometimes when things are really bad I have thought to cut all my contact and even my support to her. In those cases well I don't know what she would do. I have feeling ... like a threat that If I stop being in contact to her she will do something bad to herself... or me too.