I’m unsure what to think anymore. I feel like the guy I’m with, I feel we are together, but, I keep questioning it because even though we do everything a regular couple does, there’s no words to it. Sometimes I feel we are together but sometimes I don’t. I’m getting mixed feelings from him yet I know he loves me. I’ve told a few people how I feel and 2 told me not to speak to him again about if we’re together but , a couple other people told me I should speak to him
But, let me clarify something. And this something I’m extremely confused about too. For the past few years, god has told me several things about this guy and myself and every time so far, when god has spoken or gave me peace about something, it has happened. 2 weeks ago, I was home but inwardly was questioning and doubting God and I wasn’t even praying, just thinking and out of nowhere, God lifted me up giving me the most amazing peace and a little after that, I heard from that guy. A few days after that, something else and again God gave me deep peace which lasted a few hours and again everything worked out.
Why would God continually give me peace and continually show up and have things work out with this guy if God didn’t have something bigger in store for us?? I can’t see the future but when I begin to doubt, God often reminds me to continue to wait and be patient. But I’m frustrated and I don’t know what to do.
But, let me clarify something. And this something I’m extremely confused about too. For the past few years, god has told me several things about this guy and myself and every time so far, when god has spoken or gave me peace about something, it has happened. 2 weeks ago, I was home but inwardly was questioning and doubting God and I wasn’t even praying, just thinking and out of nowhere, God lifted me up giving me the most amazing peace and a little after that, I heard from that guy. A few days after that, something else and again God gave me deep peace which lasted a few hours and again everything worked out.
Why would God continually give me peace and continually show up and have things work out with this guy if God didn’t have something bigger in store for us?? I can’t see the future but when I begin to doubt, God often reminds me to continue to wait and be patient. But I’m frustrated and I don’t know what to do.