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I really appreciate the prayers and kind words I've received here. I'm in a new area and haven't yet found a church and have little support in my situation. I've called prayer hotlines, tried to find ministries online ....there just aren't a lot of resources available for my particular problem.
I have felt love and support here, however, and am deeply grateful.
If anyone feels so moved, I ask you to please pray for my poor husband's salvation. He is in a very dark place, and I have come to find that it is worse than I knew. He's a sex addict and has been over the course of many years soliciting sex with men, ...nothing illegal, but bordering on prostitution. He's lied about it, fallen in love with men, worked on soliciting many depraved acts with many people ...to the degree that he would have them in our home while I worked. He would txt with them while we watched tv and after I went to sleep. He finally devalued our marriage to the point that his feelings for me changed and he's left to pursue an alternate lifestyle. ......all was taking place while he claims to be a Christian. He's has many deep seeded problems that stem from childhood abuse and has deluded himself into thinking that these acts are ok. This last time he left me, he claimed he's not coming back unless God fixes him and doubts that it will happen.
He's given himself over to this, but I believe God can still bring him back ...as caught up as he is in his web of lies, he has shown much guilt ....but also much denial. Please pray for his salvation and healing. Please pray the Lord will soften his heart to Him and make him willing to give this demon up. Also, please pray for me as I lie in wait for a miracle.
I have felt love and support here, however, and am deeply grateful.
If anyone feels so moved, I ask you to please pray for my poor husband's salvation. He is in a very dark place, and I have come to find that it is worse than I knew. He's a sex addict and has been over the course of many years soliciting sex with men, ...nothing illegal, but bordering on prostitution. He's lied about it, fallen in love with men, worked on soliciting many depraved acts with many people ...to the degree that he would have them in our home while I worked. He would txt with them while we watched tv and after I went to sleep. He finally devalued our marriage to the point that his feelings for me changed and he's left to pursue an alternate lifestyle. ......all was taking place while he claims to be a Christian. He's has many deep seeded problems that stem from childhood abuse and has deluded himself into thinking that these acts are ok. This last time he left me, he claimed he's not coming back unless God fixes him and doubts that it will happen.
He's given himself over to this, but I believe God can still bring him back ...as caught up as he is in his web of lies, he has shown much guilt ....but also much denial. Please pray for his salvation and healing. Please pray the Lord will soften his heart to Him and make him willing to give this demon up. Also, please pray for me as I lie in wait for a miracle.