Im going to write in here now
. I guess ill start with my story. Im 15 , i was bullied since 5th grade until 8th grade when i started homeschooling. i had lost all faith and had no point to wake up every morning i feel into a deep depression, i tried and tried to crawl my way up, i was put on an anti depressant it helped for a while but it started to not be enough i started to feel like my head was ripped up, constant screaming that didn't exist.
then when i didn't think it could get worse my mom was diagnosed with cancer, i sobbed myself to sleep, without her i was nothing she was the last person on earth who cared about me, i knew that if she died i wouldn't be able to go on. the screaming worsened and i never told a si person nothing could get it to go away. but then for some reason wich i could never explain i bought a bible, I read and read. i prayed and prayed, begged and pleadded for god to stop the pain in my head. he did! i realized i didnt need the anti depresent which i had treated as an idol i needed it or i would die, now all i need is god. im happier than i have ever been! i feel so free, no longer held down by the chains of my past.
ill write again tomorrow, i like writing here



then when i didn't think it could get worse my mom was diagnosed with cancer, i sobbed myself to sleep, without her i was nothing she was the last person on earth who cared about me, i knew that if she died i wouldn't be able to go on. the screaming worsened and i never told a si person nothing could get it to go away. but then for some reason wich i could never explain i bought a bible, I read and read. i prayed and prayed, begged and pleadded for god to stop the pain in my head. he did! i realized i didnt need the anti depresent which i had treated as an idol i needed it or i would die, now all i need is god. im happier than i have ever been! i feel so free, no longer held down by the chains of my past.
ill write again tomorrow, i like writing here