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walkOnWater

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Sep 11, 2013
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you shower me with gifts and kisses...
built this palace so i can feel protected...
but then when the monster came...
you chose to stay away...
leaving me on my own to drive them all away..
and once they're gone and all is calm...
you came back as if nothing happened...
expecting i'd still be your little princess...
but then you wonder where she went...
that little face that used to believe in every word you say...
instead you found a warrior...
dressed in full armor...
i bet you don't recognize her face anymore...
but then it gets lonely...
and with these walls around no one can touch me...
now, i can't help but blame you for leaving me...
but then i have a choice don't i?
be vulnerable so i could feel again...
or cold so i could stay safe in my den...
"it's too late now", i hear your voice in my head mocking me
"can't turn back time now"
and tell me how i've lost my way
don't you remember how you made me this way?
when you were too coward to protect me and went your own way...
i guess i've always wanted to be brave...
even though it's just a facade...
now i wonder.... how long i can keep this up...
until one day i myself will believe that everything will be okay...