Demons

[Bolo]

Info help or a good listener needed

 

[PrynceNY]

Welcome Bolo, what specifically did you need help with

 

[Bolo]

Long story but I wanted to know if I could share and let you go from there

 

[Bolo]

Generational curse ,Wiccan tarot card reading and life of selfishness and crime unbaptized till 36 and now I'm getting worse

 

[Bolo]

I'm alone verge of losing my third family and my spirit is weak from hurt

 

[PrynceNY]

Generational curse ,Wiccan tarot card reading and life of selfishness and crime unbaptized till 36 and now I'm getting worse

As long as your still alive on this earth you can ask God for forgiveness and accept Jesus in your life. God will forgive you of those things if you desire to be forgiven.

 

[Bolo]

I have But inside i feel creepy my whole house has nightmares My wife has horrible nightmares I am drained of my life everyday I asked church for advice but nobody practices deliverance spirit lead me to truth about something unclean attached to me I recently have had rage and eyes go black whites and all I've been doing good but no deliverance ministry. I've tried to call out myself but only few layers get cast out.i had two days of joy in my entire life and that was when I surrendered and cried out to Jesus to take this evil from me and it was gone 2 days but 3 day I woke up even more vile then ever before my wife can't stand sight of me

 

[Bolo]

Remember I've been told it can't happen If you have been delivered from demons I'd like to know

 

[mj007]

The eyes going black, that only happens in movies!

 

[PrynceNY]

I have But inside i feel creepy my whole house has nightmares My wife has horrible nightmares I am drained of my life everyday I asked church for advice but nobody practices deliverance spirit lead me to truth about something unclean attached to me I recently have had rage and eyes go black whites and all I've been doing good but no deliverance ministry. I've tried to call out myself but only few layers get cast out.i had two days of joy in my entire life and that was when I surrendered and cried out to Jesus to take this evil from me and it was gone 2 days but 3 day I woke up even more vile then ever before my wife can't stand sight of me

So to get it clear, you have been seeking deliverance from evil spirits but your church doesn't practice it. You tried to cast it out but it returned after a couple days. You may need to find a professional who specialises in deliverance of spirits in your area. Is that possible to find where you are located?. The way you describe it sounds like it's on the lines of demonic possession.

 

[Ugly]

According to the bible not all demons come out easily. Some come out through prayer, others require fasting and more effort. But if you are not saved and get delivered then the bible also teaches you will gain even more demons than you started with.
First is knowing if it's oppression or possession. Quite a distinction.
If your church is unable to deal with this then find a new church. But be cautious of 'deliverance ministries' as they often have questionable teachings and practices.

 

[Bolo]

I was saved last month with my 11 year daughter water baptized but it got worse this ain't just oppression I feel disgusting like a creature Fasting was what I was told too How about everyone I love having constant resentment for me and my mom was having so detailed visions of my death I could not bear to look at her she was sure I was gonna die

 

[Bolo]

But now as my wife prepares to leave me my stomach is twisting like it's moving around I know I am child of GOD I make fun of my hitchhiker while I share truth with others in the darkest parts of different cities and towns but I continue to get tormented for it I need good reference in teachings of deliverance obviously my sissy current condition it's hard to make it through the day I prayed for wisdom and revelation in this and Derek prince was possible answer since he refers to scripture but I can't wait any longer it's a constant battle and I'm tricked at every corner messes with my children dogs and my wife mom brother other people in my church

 

[Bolo]

Sacramento California where all the demons are

 

[twofeet]

Hi Bolo, reading through the things you have put I am not sure if this is just a case of deliverance. Here are the reasons why. You say your mom has detailed visions of your death. A demon IN you wouldn't effect your moms dreams. You and your mom are 2 different people. Where is her walk with God to be effected in this way? Likewise "your whole house has nightmares". What area are you living in Bolo? This sounds like a much bigger issue than just something going on with yourself. You have given your life to Jesus recently and the enemy wont like that. This sounds more to me like you have got the attention of the enemy since accepting Jesus and its an "outside" attack rather than inside.

 

[Bolo]

Actually there is a lot more

 

[PrynceNY]

Sacramento California where all the demons are

You said you were a wiccan tarot card reader. Do you think your demonic attacks originated from that or was it happening before that.

 

[Bolo]

Depression and anger as child I was a cutter but yes shortly after card reading that weirdo who read my cards was in my house doing some kinda ritual while I was asleep I woke up already sleeping with 12 gauge so I removed him from house but I remember manifestion as he left and hissed his eyes changed That was18 years ago and I've had spiral ever since

 

[Bolo]

No went to one at my x wife's request

 

[PrynceNY]

Depression and anger as child I was a cutter but yes shortly after card reading that weirdo who read my cards was in my house doing some kinda ritual while I was asleep I woke up already sleeping with 12 gauge so I removed him from house but I remember manifestion as he left and hissed his eyes changed That was18 years ago and I've had spiral ever since

are you currently living in the same house or a different one.