Hi VOH...I have been where you are in depression, it was part of the mental illness I had for over 30 years before I was saved by the grace of God...One thing I have noticed since God saved me 2 years ago is that all sins from my past that I have repented for, the devil every now and then will bring one up and throw me into despair, it will cause my mind to go back to that sin and make me believe that it is still deep rooted and I have not confessed it properly to God ...
The truth of the matter is, I have now become aware of this trap, and I thank God for reminding me that I have been washed by the blood of our LORD Jesus Christ...These dark memories of ours are remembered no more by God, like toinena said below, when we are weak in this area of depression, the devil will find the crack and zoom in...
We must lift up our shield and fight against the arrows of the wicked one, we do not have to go searching for anything deep rooted unless it is God leading us to search ourselves , God is our Father of Light, dont go over what you have already revealed to our LORD, keep on keeping on forward, there is nothing behind you that is any use to you, for you are a new creation in Christ ...xox...
The truth of the matter is, I have now become aware of this trap, and I thank God for reminding me that I have been washed by the blood of our LORD Jesus Christ...These dark memories of ours are remembered no more by God, like toinena said below, when we are weak in this area of depression, the devil will find the crack and zoom in...
We must lift up our shield and fight against the arrows of the wicked one, we do not have to go searching for anything deep rooted unless it is God leading us to search ourselves , God is our Father of Light, dont go over what you have already revealed to our LORD, keep on keeping on forward, there is nothing behind you that is any use to you, for you are a new creation in Christ ...xox...