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i feel so alone all the time i love god with all my heart but sometimes i ask myself why am i a christain i don't do what other christains do i am a sinner and i know it but no matter how i try to change i can't i feel alone, i feel like no one hears me even if i was to scream no one would. i feel like no none can love me including god. i'm distant from my family i fell like i don't fit in. i'm sick and tried of prentending to be normal. i'm tried off hanging around fake friends whom i know for sure hate me. i ask that you pry for me so that i can accept god into my life again,that i can haved peace in my life,happyines, help me so that i can sin less. i have been thinking of sucide because i know i can't keep on living, it hurts me everytime i wake up to when isleep i feel alone aboded by everyone.please help me