Well honestly this thread would fit better in the misc. section but it's still a lot better than most thread made in the bdf, you know the rapture osas sin and perfection trap threads that are so popular and appear every five minutes?
You know I personally have always hated my looks, honestly by the worlds standards I am unattractive ugly and weird looking and i am not kidding but i have learned to accept that and try not to care what others think of my looks although that is not really easy a lot of the times lol.
However even though I see my face in the mirror I always feel like I am looking at a total stranger I can't even look into my own eyes for to long before awkwardly looking away, This is because in my heart i know the face I see and dislike isn't the real me it isn't what I really look like or sound the mirror just shows a lie.
I can never fully see it but whenever I look in the mirror and feel like this in my minds eye I get this vague image of a small little boy playing and laughing with Jesus and his best friend the holy spirit and sitting if fathers lap, I can never make out the physical features of this little boy even though I know they are there all I know is that the little boy who is the true me is far more amazing and beautiful looking than I can ever dream of almost as if because i was lacking in looks in this world I wasn't in his
