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[FONT=Bitstream Vera Serif, Times New Roman, serif]ok so here is the dirt. I am bipolar and am schizophrenic and have major depressive disorder. I am disabled because of the mental disorder. My wife and i have separated but have not got the divorce yet. I live with her as a room mate and look after my kids. I know this is very hard for me right now. I was told that She hasn't wanted to be married for years now and that she wants to be with women as well as men. I know for the past two years we have not been together. We currently live together but have separate rooms and all. We are only doing this for the kids. I am very down on myself right now. I feel like i'm not gonna find anyone who would want to even date me. I say this because i have several friends telling me I should try and date... I m just struggling with lots of stuff right now, faith is one, my out look on life and just self worth. I try to keep praying but just struggle with it. I really don't know why I'm here, i guess its to vent.[/FONT]