I have a lot of thoughts, and everyone has been so kind so I will continue to come for advice and opinions.
My church is reading through the book of James right now and a lot of it speaks on how we are to endure and persevere in trials. And of course, this links to glorifying God by keeping the faith and praising him.
My mind is sort of jumbled and thinks of a lot of things at once. And I remember how God says he is storing up our rewards in heaven and it is based on (for lack of a better word) "what we do". [I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT WORKS BASED SALVATION ]
(note* I am a christian and constantly want to give everything to God and work for God. Not to earn my salvation but because if I love you I want to give you everything I possibly can. So this is the foundation of my 'reasoning')
But I am wondering how perserving in trials and keeping the faith honors God if it doesn't become a testimony or help someone else in the future. Like if I keep the faith and then die and no one knows about it, how does that honor God other than just, personal worship. Is that just as honouring to him as being used as a tool to help other come to Christ?
I know worship God is still good, and I think of the verse Matthew 6:1-2 that we should not be doing righteous things performatively, and there are rewards in heaven when you do things only infront of God. But as an example. I get really happy when i can give financially to a church or some kind of christian cause and I don't say anything because it is between me and God. But it is still an action I can see and confirm without a doubt is God and immediate. Where as me growing in my faith is important, growing closer to God is important. But is it glorifying.
I am praying that makes sense, but I am kind of stuck in my thoughts and at a dead end again. I know growing your faith is good and honoring. I know asking "is this good enough" is the wrong question becuase it is not about 'repaying' and we will never be good enough. But God still gives us responsibility and purpose, and expectations to a degree. .....
My church is reading through the book of James right now and a lot of it speaks on how we are to endure and persevere in trials. And of course, this links to glorifying God by keeping the faith and praising him.
My mind is sort of jumbled and thinks of a lot of things at once. And I remember how God says he is storing up our rewards in heaven and it is based on (for lack of a better word) "what we do". [I AM NOT TALKING ABOUT WORKS BASED SALVATION ]
(note* I am a christian and constantly want to give everything to God and work for God. Not to earn my salvation but because if I love you I want to give you everything I possibly can. So this is the foundation of my 'reasoning')
But I am wondering how perserving in trials and keeping the faith honors God if it doesn't become a testimony or help someone else in the future. Like if I keep the faith and then die and no one knows about it, how does that honor God other than just, personal worship. Is that just as honouring to him as being used as a tool to help other come to Christ?
I know worship God is still good, and I think of the verse Matthew 6:1-2 that we should not be doing righteous things performatively, and there are rewards in heaven when you do things only infront of God. But as an example. I get really happy when i can give financially to a church or some kind of christian cause and I don't say anything because it is between me and God. But it is still an action I can see and confirm without a doubt is God and immediate. Where as me growing in my faith is important, growing closer to God is important. But is it glorifying.
I am praying that makes sense, but I am kind of stuck in my thoughts and at a dead end again. I know growing your faith is good and honoring. I know asking "is this good enough" is the wrong question becuase it is not about 'repaying' and we will never be good enough. But God still gives us responsibility and purpose, and expectations to a degree. .....
MATTHEW 6:1-3
6 “Be careful! When you do something good, don’t do it in front of others so that they will see you. If you do that, you will have no reward from your Father in heaven.
2 “When you give to those who are poor, don’t announce that you are giving. Don’t be like the hypocrites. When they are in the synagogues and on the streets, they blow trumpets before they give so that people will see them. They want everyone to praise them. The truth is, that’s all the reward they will get. 3 So when you give to the poor, don’t let anyone know what you are doing.

