Peace be with you sister, our selfish feelings and desires may cause disobedience to the Word of GOD, as it is written for submission, for orderly behavior and conducts in the church, men and women.
You will be doing well if only you would patiently take the back seat and be joined with your husband in one church, since you are one flesh with your husband and he is the head of the family and you put him first and as he put CHRIST first for his given family. You also will do well being a faithful homemaker and be saved by child bearing and teaching them and watching and praying for them since their challenges faced with the world day by day may grow stronger to test them.
You may also do well having a Bible discussion and prayer women group in your home and together do charitable deeds onto others who are spiritually and physically poor. As it is written when JESUS and HIS disciples were doing the will of the FATHER (ministry), the women who were with them including mother Mary and the other Marys, they were quiet homemaker providing their necessity as the men labored for the Kingdom of GOD.
Also please know that the devourer of the church and families is roaming like a roaring lion waiting to devour. Since it is still written in the New Testament that women are weak and as it has happened once before in the beginning and a happy family was broken up.
Holding a position in church in order to serve is wonderful and blessing it may seem but also they come with great responsibilities to be answerable for later, even on judgement day.
Even it is written that; "teachers will be greatly judged".
You are teacher, hopefully of the Holy Scripture in the Holy Bible and you know the Truth that i am guided to share from to you, speaking in wisdom of knowledge, of the Kingdom of GOD. i pray in the name of LORD JESUS CHRIST, may GOD the FATHER help you to make the right choice according to HIS every Word so that you ill not be deceived.
Also for your loving information from the HOLY SPIRIT is that, deception is very close with the Truth and is able to trick us to compromise and fall, similar to the deception method used on Eve. Sometimes people who know the Holy Bible can overlook Scripture and go ahead of CHRIST and HIS chosen Apostles New Covenant and head on the wrong road, until later they discover through the same Scripture, they have fallen into a pit and cry out to JESUS for Help.
'Holy Scripture is GOD's Love and is just and fair that justifies our submission, obedience and choices.'
As it is written; "You harvest what you plant and you reap what you sow."
