i was in the midst of evil.
surrounded, cornered.
people.
using each other, helping each other choose death, lies and hatred.
then i had something like a vision.
a zoom out
as if i had been looking through a microscope at something tiny.
then i came back to reality.
and i laughed out loud. then i cried for those still trapped.
evil was tiny. nothing.
nothing compared to God. to love. to compassion.
then i realized.
when i focus on evil things in the world, i am being very tiny.
but God trusted me with this life.
i dont want to disappoint God more than i have.
because God wants us to be big, bigger than judging our brothers, bigger than hate.
i made myself like the devil.
a spoiled brat, questioning the love of a parent because he didnt get his toy.
but I AM BETTER BECAUSE GOD TRUSTED.... me
i owe it to my world to rise above pettyness.
surrounded, cornered.
people.
using each other, helping each other choose death, lies and hatred.
then i had something like a vision.
a zoom out
as if i had been looking through a microscope at something tiny.
then i came back to reality.
and i laughed out loud. then i cried for those still trapped.
evil was tiny. nothing.
nothing compared to God. to love. to compassion.
then i realized.
when i focus on evil things in the world, i am being very tiny.
but God trusted me with this life.
i dont want to disappoint God more than i have.
because God wants us to be big, bigger than judging our brothers, bigger than hate.
i made myself like the devil.
a spoiled brat, questioning the love of a parent because he didnt get his toy.
but I AM BETTER BECAUSE GOD TRUSTED.... me
i owe it to my world to rise above pettyness.