for a fact of just paying attention and not thinking with my own perspectives or someone elses and just seeing life as it is. ...i see and know there is a God and only one. Yet, 3 as 1 God. God, Jesus and Holy Spirit. There is only one God and they are 1. It's not like 1+1+1=3, it is more of 1x1x1=1. And i found that over years of paying attention and keeping an open mind and him showing himself to me in life. Not through my eyes i see with, but to see with my heart spiritually. the first step is willing to believe in such a thing that we dont see or hear. yet, only see and hear signs but dont seem to prove truth to us. But for how people are, how things are, how life is, seeing all that.... only God's word who is God (as the holy bible always was even before earth or humans) , he shows that everything he says is always proven. Whenever we need an answer, it can be found there to the most important ones. if we think about- are we here just to survive then die? or is there a place people go after they die? ...i meditated and was willing to believe and yet... the thing that made it for sure was when i noticed sin, when all the darkness and evil things in life, it showed me there is something different that i couldnt feel in my heart because something was missing, and without it i was always nothing and without it anywhere on earth anything is worth nothing then. And every time i asked these questions, even when i didnt know all my questions kept leading back2 the answers of God. ask yourself, what is life for? if u dont believe there is God, or no afterlife, then why are you willing to be here if there is nothing for you to be here for? all this pain, evil and suffering, if it is all just to do it then whats the point to live? sure, family and love is nice, but if that is all because it exists for no reason, then cant you see how it'd be pointless? but i found, to glorify God, to have something 4ever, he exists.