Father,
I was discussing the fact that i have been with the same woman for almost 21 years now, and had met her 9 years before i was baptized by Your Holy Spirit in which 5 years prior we had a ceremony, and over the 12 years now that i have been a christian i asked You one night weeping at the scripture of how i am an abomination, and that i would never be able to enter into Your kingdom, I asked you Father that even if You needed to work thru her to take away our sexual intimacy if it displeased You for i long always to please You. In the ten years since that night and prayer we have been intimate once six years ago and the last five has been celibacy, and i still very much love her and have come to terms with being celibiate for the rest of my life for her and i wish You. For even though i hurt to give up our sexual intimacy and still don't understand why?, I love and trust You Father, and will gladly lay up my treasure in heaven and give this up for the Lord gave up so much for all of us, so i beg of you to strengthen me my Holy Saviour. And yet when i was discussing this i was reminded of how wrong i am and some so offended that "just because you have been celibate for 5years doesn't make it right!" And how i dare, i speak on a christian chat site about this!?"
Still i wonder why they say it's lust and yet i have been without for 5 years and our love has not diminished from that aspect, and i still wish to spend my years with her. So i will speak about how Eve was created from the rib of Adam, does this not mean that Adam had the potential to be the male God created him or the female that was created out of him? Could this be why we have hermorphidites? or intersex as they are called now i believe. And if the Father had pre-ordained marriage between a woman and a man and was what He intended not just a blessing that He gave to us such as the go forth be fruitful and multiply. Which by the way if that blessing was meant for all of mankind why did God repeat it to Noah, Abraham, and others? Anyway if it was HIS intention then why did the Lord say that for the resseruction there would be no more being given in marriage? Why would He intend this for a breath of time and then what?, change His mind for essentially the eternal? God doesn't change His mind but He does give US what we want rather than what He intended like Saul. So i ask those with their bull horns pointed towards the gay community with a "righteous" anger over thier rights in this breath of time, then FULLY believing in their heart of hearts that in the eternal they will no longer be married, think now on your "righteous" anger for that breath, that breath that drove many away from God not knowing how it could possibly be a choice since as long as they could remember. Driving them to depression that invited drugs, alcohol, and fornication feeling deep inside they were lost, and even suicide. ALL OVER A BREATH, and then i would remind everyone that the Lord never spoke in regards to homosexuality, and when He spoke about marriage and i am surprised that He didn't call them hypocrites here as well, but the Pharisees were tempting Him about the law of divorcement from Moses and He stated have you not read that for this reason son shall leave mother and father and cleave unto his wife, but He agreed with the reasons for divorce that Moses gave such as adultery, and fornication. For Jesus knew that the in my opinion blessing that God gave us marriage, was no longer wanted for they were all about Moses law of divorcement so how in the world would He ever be able to address the issue of homosexuality? So in closing please speak slowly and even slower to anger, and with loving kindness, and merciful compassion, and full of grace so speak. Love to my brethren,
sondra
I was discussing the fact that i have been with the same woman for almost 21 years now, and had met her 9 years before i was baptized by Your Holy Spirit in which 5 years prior we had a ceremony, and over the 12 years now that i have been a christian i asked You one night weeping at the scripture of how i am an abomination, and that i would never be able to enter into Your kingdom, I asked you Father that even if You needed to work thru her to take away our sexual intimacy if it displeased You for i long always to please You. In the ten years since that night and prayer we have been intimate once six years ago and the last five has been celibacy, and i still very much love her and have come to terms with being celibiate for the rest of my life for her and i wish You. For even though i hurt to give up our sexual intimacy and still don't understand why?, I love and trust You Father, and will gladly lay up my treasure in heaven and give this up for the Lord gave up so much for all of us, so i beg of you to strengthen me my Holy Saviour. And yet when i was discussing this i was reminded of how wrong i am and some so offended that "just because you have been celibate for 5years doesn't make it right!" And how i dare, i speak on a christian chat site about this!?"
Still i wonder why they say it's lust and yet i have been without for 5 years and our love has not diminished from that aspect, and i still wish to spend my years with her. So i will speak about how Eve was created from the rib of Adam, does this not mean that Adam had the potential to be the male God created him or the female that was created out of him? Could this be why we have hermorphidites? or intersex as they are called now i believe. And if the Father had pre-ordained marriage between a woman and a man and was what He intended not just a blessing that He gave to us such as the go forth be fruitful and multiply. Which by the way if that blessing was meant for all of mankind why did God repeat it to Noah, Abraham, and others? Anyway if it was HIS intention then why did the Lord say that for the resseruction there would be no more being given in marriage? Why would He intend this for a breath of time and then what?, change His mind for essentially the eternal? God doesn't change His mind but He does give US what we want rather than what He intended like Saul. So i ask those with their bull horns pointed towards the gay community with a "righteous" anger over thier rights in this breath of time, then FULLY believing in their heart of hearts that in the eternal they will no longer be married, think now on your "righteous" anger for that breath, that breath that drove many away from God not knowing how it could possibly be a choice since as long as they could remember. Driving them to depression that invited drugs, alcohol, and fornication feeling deep inside they were lost, and even suicide. ALL OVER A BREATH, and then i would remind everyone that the Lord never spoke in regards to homosexuality, and when He spoke about marriage and i am surprised that He didn't call them hypocrites here as well, but the Pharisees were tempting Him about the law of divorcement from Moses and He stated have you not read that for this reason son shall leave mother and father and cleave unto his wife, but He agreed with the reasons for divorce that Moses gave such as adultery, and fornication. For Jesus knew that the in my opinion blessing that God gave us marriage, was no longer wanted for they were all about Moses law of divorcement so how in the world would He ever be able to address the issue of homosexuality? So in closing please speak slowly and even slower to anger, and with loving kindness, and merciful compassion, and full of grace so speak. Love to my brethren,
sondra