I'm not going to go into it but this guy.... Everything had been going great or so I thought and within the last 5 days, he's been acting different but I've been questioning things for the last 2 months. When I originally tried speaking to him, he was nervous and standoffish yet everything was still ok. Even though I wasn't happy with his response I tried accepting it at first. Then it started bothering me and fast forward to the past 3 days, I've been feeling very nervous and just not sure how to handle this or how to talk to him about this. I don't understand what happened btwn us that it just seemed to disconnect us so fast. We've been the best of friends for years but I don't know. (this guy I've been romantically involved with for almost a year but been best friends for much longer)
I'm scared. I had prayed about this last night but I got no answer. I only slept 2 hrs last night bc this wss bothering me so much. I am sick to my stomach over this.
I just wish he could tell me what's on his heart and in his mind. I wish he could tell me what he really wants. I wish he could tell me if he just sees me as a friend or if he sees us together. I wish he'd be the one to bring the topic up this time. I'm afraid to hurt him, I'm afraid to talk about this. It really scares me. But I can't do this anymore. It hurts.
I'm scared. I had prayed about this last night but I got no answer. I only slept 2 hrs last night bc this wss bothering me so much. I am sick to my stomach over this.
I just wish he could tell me what's on his heart and in his mind. I wish he could tell me what he really wants. I wish he could tell me if he just sees me as a friend or if he sees us together. I wish he'd be the one to bring the topic up this time. I'm afraid to hurt him, I'm afraid to talk about this. It really scares me. But I can't do this anymore. It hurts.
