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I used to be very passionate for seeking God through scriptures but I find my ability to read and understand the scriptures disappearing. I want to please God and although my relationship with Him been difficult am trying to get back in fellowship with Him but I feel like my desire to read the Bible has gone. At first I thought it was laziness so just made myself read it but I found it difficult to process. I must admit things went pearshaped with God because I had real fears when I used to read the Bible. I felt constantly like I was going to lose my salvation and had so many questions abhout things in the Bible I got a bit obsessive and found my mental health issues exacerbated. Now when I am starting to feel more positive about God I find I can't read the Word like I should! Its well annoying