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idk what to do i feel like im in a complete mess and have no way out.
i feel trapped in the secular world surrounded by unspiritual people who all make fun of the thought of Jesus and what He has done for us...
its driving me nuts. as much as a lot of people i know around here have good intetntions they live ungodly and just want to get by another day and that just depresses me
my family i was adopted into believe in spiritualism and surround themselves with idols of all kinds. now that i've let Christ in my heart its breaking me apart seeing everyone live the way they choose to.
im a new mom.. my bf.. our sons dad.. is trying to provide for us.. but basically right now im living with my parents and have no where else to go.. i hate feeling i have to rely on other people i wish i could go out and provide for my son and I.. i feel like nothing is getting done to get us out of here and i just want to move out on our own into and make a good christian home for us..
i wish we could attend church every sabbath.. i wish we could do worship every morning and night in our own home.. i wish i felt free... but i dont feel free.. i feel hopeless and like im already on satans side.. because if im not living for Christ im living for satan and i hate that thought..
my parents are doing renovations on a house we all grew up in so me and my little one can move into and rent there... but its taking forever to get it done. they say a couple weeks and its been over a month.. they say another week and i dont think its gonna be done bby thenn.. im growing very impatient and i wish we could be free to do our daily worship.. but its their house.. their rules.. and they dont want any of that christian stuff going on because they had to go through the hell of residential and catholic school way back when..
i want a good life for my son.. and i want to be married to his father.. we both want to be..
i just dont know what to do.. it stresses me out everyday and gives me massive headaches..
i feel trapped in the secular world surrounded by unspiritual people who all make fun of the thought of Jesus and what He has done for us...
its driving me nuts. as much as a lot of people i know around here have good intetntions they live ungodly and just want to get by another day and that just depresses me
my family i was adopted into believe in spiritualism and surround themselves with idols of all kinds. now that i've let Christ in my heart its breaking me apart seeing everyone live the way they choose to.
im a new mom.. my bf.. our sons dad.. is trying to provide for us.. but basically right now im living with my parents and have no where else to go.. i hate feeling i have to rely on other people i wish i could go out and provide for my son and I.. i feel like nothing is getting done to get us out of here and i just want to move out on our own into and make a good christian home for us..
i wish we could attend church every sabbath.. i wish we could do worship every morning and night in our own home.. i wish i felt free... but i dont feel free.. i feel hopeless and like im already on satans side.. because if im not living for Christ im living for satan and i hate that thought..
my parents are doing renovations on a house we all grew up in so me and my little one can move into and rent there... but its taking forever to get it done. they say a couple weeks and its been over a month.. they say another week and i dont think its gonna be done bby thenn.. im growing very impatient and i wish we could be free to do our daily worship.. but its their house.. their rules.. and they dont want any of that christian stuff going on because they had to go through the hell of residential and catholic school way back when..
i want a good life for my son.. and i want to be married to his father.. we both want to be..
i just dont know what to do.. it stresses me out everyday and gives me massive headaches..