I love the Lord will all my heart, soul, and spirit. When I was in a relationship with my ex we continually committed fornication and adultery. With this being so God has decided that we should no longer be in contact with each knowing that at this time in our lives we aren't the strongest nor is he to be my husband. Unknowingly I made him my idol and he did the same in return. At the time same being with him I started going to church and pursued a open-line conversation with God daily. It's kind of bitter sweet. Sometimes we have to let the ones we love go so that they can grow fully in Christ. I realized I was stagnant to his growth in Christ. We love each other so much that we realize the only way to do God's will is to cut each other off permanently. At times I am saddened by this separation but I know my reward in the end is a happy/peaceful life and eternity with Lord. My fellow brothers and sisters in Christ please pray that I'll be strong through this trying time. Thank you for taking the time to read my post. Love you all and God bless.