Am having a problem that has been bothering my mind for the pass year and it seems to be getting me down sometimes, hope someone can help me to understand why and shed so light on it for me. I have be deceived and betrayed by two of the closes person to, my heart has been ripped apart and now am feeling I lost my passion and my fire that was inside me. It hurt so much that even though I pray that God heal my broken heart it jsut never felt the same way again. I felt as if I was been put in a vaccum cleaner and comes out shattered. It hurts so bad that its consuming me, the reason it hurt so much is beacause of the love and care I had in my heart for these people is beyond measure, I try to let go but this is the worse thing that could have ever happen to me in my entire life, only God knows the anguish and pain am in.