Hi. It can be confusing. We are supposed to read the bible for ourselves. God speaks to us through scripture. The bible is called the living word. It's because you can start and finish the bible and learn. And then start it over and learn something different from every scripture. God wants a relationship with you. Talk to him and ask him to show you where to go and then open the bible and read. You will be surprised at how much God is with you. It's the best feeling having a conversation with him and having him teach you. There are also great pastors who can inspire you. I think there are quite a few for every personality out there. We are not supposed to take someone else's word for it. Watch a pastor read scripture and interpret it. Does it speak to you? Say a prayer for God to show you, he is always there. And God bless you and give you his word he wants you to learn in Jesus name Amen. The fun part about being in a conversation with other Christians is when you get to talk about things God has shown you and taught you. He really is amazing.I know others can teach you but how do you tell who is right? I get so many different people telling me their own interpretations and I get so confused if I’m doing the right thing!!!