Okay first off I am going to make it very clear that I am of sound mind. I have not been indoctrinated into any particular denominational belief system that would create some sort of spiritual delusion. I have been involved in too many churches/ ministries from all around the world to count. My perspective is very broad but it is Jesus that is the foundation of my faith.
Now that I have that out of the way, I will just say I am a pretty regular guy in a lot of ways. I run a woodworking business, go to the gym, go to church, lead worship, have friends and family that I care for.
Maybe 10-15 years ago I was at a conference with my ex-wife and some friends from our church. This was not a pentecostal gathering, just a bunch of mostly non denominational christians meeting to seek God in a powerful way through prayer and worship.
At one point during worship we were instructed to break off into groups, seek God and pray for each other. My group was maybe 5-6 people I knew from church. One couple were from a more traditional mennonite background to give context. At one point in prayer this woman yells at me "ADAM, TAKE THIS!!!" Her hands were outstretched towards me, palms facing upward she was burdened by the weight of what was in her arms and she was visibly distraught and weeping. Physically I could see nothing in her arms. I reached out my hands to her and she placed what she was holding in my arms, I saw nothing physically but I could physically feel the weight of the object in my hands. As I was holding it I asked "What is this?" Nobody seemed to really know what was going on or could tell me what was happening. People made guesses at what it could be but nothing really explained it. Eventually over time the weight lessened and I put my arms down not really knowing the meaning of it all. Speaking to the woman who had never experienced like this before she told me her side of what happened. " While we were in prayer I had my hands out and God put something in my arms and told me to give it to you. She said" No God, I want to give it to my husband!" Once again God told her "Give it to Adam!" Again she resisted saying she wanted to give it to her husband who was standing beside her. She then said" God yelled at her to "GIVE IT TO ADAM!!!" This is the moment when she yelled at me "ADAM, TAKE THIS!!!" She was terrified when God raised his voice and she finally complied in terror.
I've thought about this often over the years thinking, "I wonder what that was all about?!" I do know that God has a call on my life, to be honest I'm still unpacking what that looks like but I just thought I would share this story and see if anyone else has encountered something similar. I have seen, felt God do amazing things in my life and the life of others around me. God has blessed me with the gift of Discernment of Spirits which has been interesting at times. Still curious about this one event though. I'm sure it will all make sense in His timing.
If you have any insight or similar experiences I would love to hear about it. Don't be shy I am not easily offended.
God bless.
Now that I have that out of the way, I will just say I am a pretty regular guy in a lot of ways. I run a woodworking business, go to the gym, go to church, lead worship, have friends and family that I care for.
Maybe 10-15 years ago I was at a conference with my ex-wife and some friends from our church. This was not a pentecostal gathering, just a bunch of mostly non denominational christians meeting to seek God in a powerful way through prayer and worship.
At one point during worship we were instructed to break off into groups, seek God and pray for each other. My group was maybe 5-6 people I knew from church. One couple were from a more traditional mennonite background to give context. At one point in prayer this woman yells at me "ADAM, TAKE THIS!!!" Her hands were outstretched towards me, palms facing upward she was burdened by the weight of what was in her arms and she was visibly distraught and weeping. Physically I could see nothing in her arms. I reached out my hands to her and she placed what she was holding in my arms, I saw nothing physically but I could physically feel the weight of the object in my hands. As I was holding it I asked "What is this?" Nobody seemed to really know what was going on or could tell me what was happening. People made guesses at what it could be but nothing really explained it. Eventually over time the weight lessened and I put my arms down not really knowing the meaning of it all. Speaking to the woman who had never experienced like this before she told me her side of what happened. " While we were in prayer I had my hands out and God put something in my arms and told me to give it to you. She said" No God, I want to give it to my husband!" Once again God told her "Give it to Adam!" Again she resisted saying she wanted to give it to her husband who was standing beside her. She then said" God yelled at her to "GIVE IT TO ADAM!!!" This is the moment when she yelled at me "ADAM, TAKE THIS!!!" She was terrified when God raised his voice and she finally complied in terror.
I've thought about this often over the years thinking, "I wonder what that was all about?!" I do know that God has a call on my life, to be honest I'm still unpacking what that looks like but I just thought I would share this story and see if anyone else has encountered something similar. I have seen, felt God do amazing things in my life and the life of others around me. God has blessed me with the gift of Discernment of Spirits which has been interesting at times. Still curious about this one event though. I'm sure it will all make sense in His timing.
If you have any insight or similar experiences I would love to hear about it. Don't be shy I am not easily offended.
God bless.