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I decided to became a good person almost at the end of 5th grade in elementry public school and after my sister's operation in Holland I went back to school in 6th grade I start to get depressed and I guess it was puberty and there I decided to became a good person almost at the end of 5th grade in elementry public school and after my sister's operation in Holland I went back to school in 6th grade I start to get depressed and I guess it was puberty and there was also a new chubby boy and one day my Peruan friend said to me to talk badly about him but I didn't do that and I decided to become his friend in order to help him. So my friend became jeoluos at me. I started to pray to God because my mother said so for him to me to not go to the awful school afterwards and he help me with my grades and because I put alot of afford in I also went to middle school, my 6th grade friend told me about the rfid which is the mark of the beast and if any person get it he/she will go to hell. And if someone resisted he/she will be beheaded. After vacation I went to middle school and my peruan friend repeated 6th grade again and my other friend who was bullied for being fat went to EPB. That school which was EPB that I was so terrified to go to because there they bully you and kick you. So at first in middle school was great I started to become more social with the others, one day I made something stupid and afterwards it all changed and because I didn't want to be just like them I was considerd as outcast in my class but had good friends in another class. I pray to God before I went to 3rd grade for HIM to sent me a male friend with good intentions and so it happen ! And I was astonised that he sent someone just like me and he was a christian. He give me a letter and I first resisted because I thought it could something stupid that he could come up with. But I read it at home and it was from his church. So the next day I went over to sit with this guy and I asked him why he sent it to me. He started talking about it that he would obey what the Lord tell him. After a while we became close friends. Than I went in february to a christian catholic camp with my parents and sister so my father slept into the boys room and the my mother, sister and I slept into the girls room. Everything went well until I really didn't want them to pray for me because I didn't want to fall down. So I was very excited that what happend and I really couldn't wait to go tell him. So I thought he was really excited but he told me warned me about the unforgivable sin and I was terrified about it. At the end of the school year I began listening to Paul washer and it began to terrified me because I asked Jesus christ to come into my heart a few times without really following HIM and I barely read the bible. And so I went to 4th grade it really started to hit that I really start to panick that some voice was really started to make me commit this unforgivable sin. But I cry out to God to help me many times. So one day my family and Grandman and I we went to a worship service at a some churchgoer home and the catholic pastor from Venezuela and he said: when two or three are gathered in my name there I am also. He talks about the holy spirit and then we went into worship I felt God presence came and suddenly I felt something came into my stomach and I didn't know what happen and then I felt a peace into my heart. So at the end of the service the pastor suddenly look into my eyes I had a Testimony so I freak out and I felt the Lord telling me to do that. And I didn't knew what to say so the Lord speak thru me that night.was also a new chubby boy and one day my Peruan friend said to me to talk badly about him but I didn't do that and I decided to become his friend in order to help him. So my friend became jeoluos at me. I started to pray to God because my mother said so for him to me to not go to the awful school afterwards and he help me with my grades and because I put alot of afford in I also went to middle school, my 6th grade friend told me about the rfid which is the mark of the beast and if any person get it he/she will go to hell. And if someone resisted he/she will be beheaded. After vacation I went to middle school and my peruan friend repeated 6th grade again and my other friend who was bullied for being fat went to EPB. That school which was EPB that I was so terrified to go to because there they bully you and kick you. So at first in middle school was great I started to become more social with the others, one day I made something stupid and afterwards it all changed and because I didn't want to be just like them I was considerd as outcast in my class but had good friends in another class. I pray to God before I went to 3rd grade for HIM to sent me a male friend with good intentions and so it happen ! And I was astonised that he sent someone just like me and he was a christian. He give me a letter and I first resisted because I thought it could something stupid that he could come up with. But I read it at home and it was from his church. So the next day I went over to sit with this guy and I asked him why he sent it to me. He started talking about it that he would obey what the Lord tell him. After a while we became close friends. Than I went in february to a christian catholic camp with my parents and sister so my father slept into the boys room and the my mother, sister and I slept into the girls room. Everything went well until I really didn't want them to pray for me because I didn't want to fall down. So I was very excited that what happend and I really couldn't wait to go tell him. So I thought he was really excited but he told me warned me about the unforgivable sin and I was terrified about it. At the end of the school year I began listening to Paul washer and it began to terrified me because I asked Jesus christ to come into my heart a few times without really following HIM and I barely read the bible. And so I went to 4th grade it really started to hit that I really start to panick that some voice was really started to make me commit this unforgivable sin. But I cry out to God to help me many times. So one day my family and Grandman and I we went to a worship service at a some churchgoer home and the catholic pastor from Venezuela and he said: when two or three are gathered in my name there I am also. He talks about the holy spirit and then we went into worship I felt God presence came and suddenly I felt something came into my stomach and I didn't know what happen and then I felt a peace into my heart. So at the end of the service the pastor suddenly look into my eyes I had a Testimony so I freak out and I felt the Lord telling me to do that. And I didn't knew what to say so the Lord speak thru me that night. I thought this was imposible for it to happend to catholics but God showed me that even catholics can he saved because nothing is imposible for HIM !
