In the day of judgment, if Christianity is false and is considered shirk or polythenism then I'll be in hell for eternity. It's either heaven or hell. I think the idea of salvation is too good to be true but I'm still struggling with the deity of Christ. He prayed to god, experienced hunger, didn't know the hour, and most importantly never preached the trinity clearly in the bible.
I'm Still having many arguments that caused a mind battle in my head. I wish to really reach the point of not looking back and I always pray that God reveals himself to me and answers my uncertainty with conviction.
How can one be a sacrifice for man without being a man? How can one take all sin upon themself without being a person?
Jesus does clearly teach the Trinity in the Word - the same clarity He taught all of His lessons - through parables and simple statements that go beyond human argument or logic.
John 10:
Then came the Festival of Dedication at Jerusalem. It was winter, and Jesus was in the temple courts walking in Solomon’s Colonnade. The Jews who were there gathered around him, saying, “How long will you keep us in suspense? If you are the Messiah, tell us plainly.” Jesus answered, “I did tell you, but you do not believe. The works I do in my Father’s name testify about me, but you do not believe because you are not my sheep. My sheep listen to my voice; I know them, and they follow me. I give them eternal life, and they shall never perish; no one will snatch them out of my hand. My Father, who has given them to me, is greater than all; no one can snatch them out of my Father’s hand.
I and the Father are one.”
Again his Jewish opponents picked up stones to stone him, but Jesus said to them, “I have shown you many good works from the Father. For which of these do you stone me?” “We are not stoning you for any good work,” they replied, “but for blasphemy, because you, a mere man, claim to be God.”
Jesus answered them, “Is it not written in your Law, ‘I have said you are “gods”’? If he called them ‘gods,’ to whom the word of God came—and Scripture cannot be set aside— what about
the one whom the Father set apart as his very own and sent into the world? Why then do you accuse me of blasphemy because I said,
‘I am God’s Son’? Do not believe me unless I do the works of my Father. But if I do them, even though you do not believe me, believe the works, that you may know and understand that the Father is in me, and I in the Father.” Again they tried to seize him, but he escaped their grasp.
Turn from the Satanism that is Islam and be saved brother. If you fear Hell then turn away from the teachings of Mohamed the Pedophile Warlord and his father the Devil.
