Whenever a family falls apart, someone in that family passes away and the family gets back together. Does Jesus do this to get a family back together? I think so. My family had fallen apart badly. My mom's 2 sisters and there kids have like..... Turned on my mom and her kids including me. The whole situation is really silly but I sorta like things the way they are now. Not dealing with those people. And now my mom gets really sick. She's in the hospital 
she has tumors on her heart. One is actually going inside of her heart. She has this happen before and gotten open heart surgery. I was 11 at the time and was very confused. Now I'm older I understand how critical it is. The doctor says they've never seen anything like this. She has already been through this and it happens again ugh. It's crazy and they will see what's causing this to happen. We really need to know to stop the problem. I know that this has to happen but why my mom? Why not one of her sisters. They're the ones who are no good I'm sorry to say. I have no feelings for those people. I don't want us all back together. I thought we were supposed to get rid of bad influences in our lives. They're gone and that's what I want. I can forgive them and pray for them but I won't forget anything. I don't ever want to meet people like them. I knew something was going to happen. Everything is fallen apart and I do understand it has to but I hate it. How I'm feeling right now is like.... I really truly don't care if I pass away.... Before my mom. That's if the surgery goes well. I will try to have faith and convince myself that everything will be ok.
she has tumors on her heart. One is actually going inside of her heart. She has this happen before and gotten open heart surgery. I was 11 at the time and was very confused. Now I'm older I understand how critical it is. The doctor says they've never seen anything like this. She has already been through this and it happens again ugh. It's crazy and they will see what's causing this to happen. We really need to know to stop the problem. I know that this has to happen but why my mom? Why not one of her sisters. They're the ones who are no good I'm sorry to say. I have no feelings for those people. I don't want us all back together. I thought we were supposed to get rid of bad influences in our lives. They're gone and that's what I want. I can forgive them and pray for them but I won't forget anything. I don't ever want to meet people like them. I knew something was going to happen. Everything is fallen apart and I do understand it has to but I hate it. How I'm feeling right now is like.... I really truly don't care if I pass away.... Before my mom. That's if the surgery goes well. I will try to have faith and convince myself that everything will be ok.