Hello,everyone.
I'm 23 years old and I am from China.My grandmother and her deceased sister are Christians.But it is very recently that I find my love for Jesus.It was very difficult for me to believe in God at the beginning,I thought there was only science and it explained everything.Nothing more.It might be that my enthusiasm for Tolkien's middle-earth mythology introduced me to the Bible and I proclaimed I want to be Christian one day.It may sound weird but it's true.I am reading the Bible now and I like it so much,especially the New Testament.I read a few chapters of the Old Testament and skipped to the New Testament,I am sure I will finish them all in the future.I am very slow reading.But I find I like it more today than yesterday.
I can't call myself Christian now for I am not yet baptized.I hope to be baptized in the future when I feel ready.
Although none of my friends are Christian,I am happy to know some people who love God through the Internet.
I want to confess to the Lord that I have many doubts and fears in real life.I am born a very sensitive and timid person and I feel very weak inner.I hope God give me strength to face the future and every challenge that is to come.My life has just begun.I had a social phobia in my teen hood and it still affects me and make easy things hard for me.I have fear for this world and society for I used to hear all about competitiveness and theory like the stronger survive.I feel I have nothing but a few school friends,a graduation paper and my parents who are getting old. I hope I can have God to lean on when I feel very alone.I am going to leave my hometown and fight for life and happiness in a big city after this summer.I am actually nervous about this..Only the thought of God may give peace and courage to my mind.I love Jesus and I determine to continue to be a good person,even better.I have a lot of sympathy to the world.I don't ignore a beggar on the street.Yet I am not good enough,far from enough.I will continue to read the Bible and make my soul pure,at least better than before.I love Jesus.
I'm 23 years old and I am from China.My grandmother and her deceased sister are Christians.But it is very recently that I find my love for Jesus.It was very difficult for me to believe in God at the beginning,I thought there was only science and it explained everything.Nothing more.It might be that my enthusiasm for Tolkien's middle-earth mythology introduced me to the Bible and I proclaimed I want to be Christian one day.It may sound weird but it's true.I am reading the Bible now and I like it so much,especially the New Testament.I read a few chapters of the Old Testament and skipped to the New Testament,I am sure I will finish them all in the future.I am very slow reading.But I find I like it more today than yesterday.
I can't call myself Christian now for I am not yet baptized.I hope to be baptized in the future when I feel ready.
Although none of my friends are Christian,I am happy to know some people who love God through the Internet.
I want to confess to the Lord that I have many doubts and fears in real life.I am born a very sensitive and timid person and I feel very weak inner.I hope God give me strength to face the future and every challenge that is to come.My life has just begun.I had a social phobia in my teen hood and it still affects me and make easy things hard for me.I have fear for this world and society for I used to hear all about competitiveness and theory like the stronger survive.I feel I have nothing but a few school friends,a graduation paper and my parents who are getting old. I hope I can have God to lean on when I feel very alone.I am going to leave my hometown and fight for life and happiness in a big city after this summer.I am actually nervous about this..Only the thought of God may give peace and courage to my mind.I love Jesus and I determine to continue to be a good person,even better.I have a lot of sympathy to the world.I don't ignore a beggar on the street.Yet I am not good enough,far from enough.I will continue to read the Bible and make my soul pure,at least better than before.I love Jesus.
