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jonrambo
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i got a couple of request for a testimony so here goes
its r rated by the way so look out and it will be nutshelled because otherwise it will take all night
ok christian parents split when i was about 6. dad went alco and depressed and mum lost the faith.
dad recons its because mum stood up to a jezebel spirit in church. a spirit i still get attacked by today through some very spiritualy weak wimen i know.
lived with mum but didnt take long for me to turn to alcahol. mum kicked me out at 16 because she could not control me. went to dads but he kicked me out pretty soon after. my high school sweetheart also literaly ripped my heart out and i went cold (by this time i was heavily involved in the graffiti scene and had started taking drugs) my reputation grew and i had lots of girls drugs money and joined an extremley dangerous gang. eventualy after a few abortions one girl i was seeing decided to have my child. at this point a gang member i knew had showed me some conspiracy theory stuff and i was finding out that there was a secret society that was controlling all the bad stuff happening in the world (including giving orders to some of the bigger gangs/crime families i already knew about) i got obsessed with it and learnt everything i could untill i traced it to a group of satanists running the entire world. that blew me away and the things they were doing to people outraged me. I tried to get around all the bible propecies and lies from the science world but finding out about that stuff makes it pretty obvious there is a war going on behind the scenes. i also got attacked a few times at night by things not of the flesh. slowly i started to pray again. at this point i had a newborn kid with a mentally unstable drug addict mother who was extremley violent and abusive. i was fighting back (not physically) but smashing holes in walls and swearing back. i was also worried about the enemies i had due to the gang i joined. i acted tough and ready to kill but deep down i didnt want to kill anyone and i was tyred of the drugs and fights and lack of trust between my "friends" and having a kid in the same house where my enemies knew the address changed the way i thought. i also began to value my life because i was worried that if i died my kid would not have a father. one of my dads freinds saw my facebook statuses about conspiracies and told me to watch fuel project - know your enemy (which explained everything) i gave up got on my knees and begged God to forgive me and help me. he did. i got a job just as i began to get desporate up in a mine where taking drugs gets you fired (they test) and it was 6 hours away from all the trouble and reputation i had. its been 2 years and every day god teaches me something new. theres alot more to the story but that will do for now lol fire off questions if you have any. in short God taught me humility and respect (for him) and although i didnt deserve it he didnt ignore me even after doing everything he told me not to. i will always be greatful for that and cannot wait to kiss Jesus feet when he comes to get me out of this horrible place. still have problems respecting authority and its rare i find people i get along with but i have God now and that is all i need
Im here to make some christian friends that dont mind somebody a bit rough around the edges. My mates are great but im still trying to show them God and get them saved. its hard tho the devil is a darn good brainwasher. God has definatley made me a warrior so i now enjoy destroying every aspect of satans kingdom i can get my hands on 
and i no longer fear the consiquences of doing what is right and speaking the truth even if it alienates me from others or gets me put in jail or killed. i know God loves me and i am going to heaven and there is nothing satan can do to take that away from me i cant wait untill the end times but will do what i can untill then
its r rated by the way so look out and it will be nutshelled because otherwise it will take all night
ok christian parents split when i was about 6. dad went alco and depressed and mum lost the faith.
dad recons its because mum stood up to a jezebel spirit in church. a spirit i still get attacked by today through some very spiritualy weak wimen i know.
lived with mum but didnt take long for me to turn to alcahol. mum kicked me out at 16 because she could not control me. went to dads but he kicked me out pretty soon after. my high school sweetheart also literaly ripped my heart out and i went cold (by this time i was heavily involved in the graffiti scene and had started taking drugs) my reputation grew and i had lots of girls drugs money and joined an extremley dangerous gang. eventualy after a few abortions one girl i was seeing decided to have my child. at this point a gang member i knew had showed me some conspiracy theory stuff and i was finding out that there was a secret society that was controlling all the bad stuff happening in the world (including giving orders to some of the bigger gangs/crime families i already knew about) i got obsessed with it and learnt everything i could untill i traced it to a group of satanists running the entire world. that blew me away and the things they were doing to people outraged me. I tried to get around all the bible propecies and lies from the science world but finding out about that stuff makes it pretty obvious there is a war going on behind the scenes. i also got attacked a few times at night by things not of the flesh. slowly i started to pray again. at this point i had a newborn kid with a mentally unstable drug addict mother who was extremley violent and abusive. i was fighting back (not physically) but smashing holes in walls and swearing back. i was also worried about the enemies i had due to the gang i joined. i acted tough and ready to kill but deep down i didnt want to kill anyone and i was tyred of the drugs and fights and lack of trust between my "friends" and having a kid in the same house where my enemies knew the address changed the way i thought. i also began to value my life because i was worried that if i died my kid would not have a father. one of my dads freinds saw my facebook statuses about conspiracies and told me to watch fuel project - know your enemy (which explained everything) i gave up got on my knees and begged God to forgive me and help me. he did. i got a job just as i began to get desporate up in a mine where taking drugs gets you fired (they test) and it was 6 hours away from all the trouble and reputation i had. its been 2 years and every day god teaches me something new. theres alot more to the story but that will do for now lol fire off questions if you have any. in short God taught me humility and respect (for him) and although i didnt deserve it he didnt ignore me even after doing everything he told me not to. i will always be greatful for that and cannot wait to kiss Jesus feet when he comes to get me out of this horrible place. still have problems respecting authority and its rare i find people i get along with but i have God now and that is all i need
Im here to make some christian friends that dont mind somebody a bit rough around the edges. My mates are great but im still trying to show them God and get them saved. its hard tho the devil is a darn good brainwasher. God has definatley made me a warrior so i now enjoy destroying every aspect of satans kingdom i can get my hands on and i no longer fear the consiquences of doing what is right and speaking the truth even if it alienates me from others or gets me put in jail or killed. i know God loves me and i am going to heaven and there is nothing satan can do to take that away from me i cant wait untill the end times but will do what i can untill then