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I just recently found God, which is making this a lot easier, but I am scared for what I may find out on Monday. See my doctor found a lump on my shoulder and it could be cancerous (50%) or more and I am just afraid that it will be cancer. Right now I feel like weight is on my shoulders. I have been praying to God everyday, but to my friends and family, I am acting strong and like it is no big deal--because if I cry or show worry they will too. When my mom found out what it might be she started to cry and from that time forward I feel like I have to be the strong one--not only for myself but others around me. All I ask is that you pray for me on monday when I go in for my biopsy. I just needed to admit to someone that I am fearful and scared of what the news will be on Monday. Thanks for your time