I cannot take it any more! I just want to give up! I feel I am never good enough in the relationship and life. I feel I am a complete failure.
don't give up. just because one relationship didn't work out with a girl doesn't mean God doesn't have plans for you and your life.
Perhaps you need to take some time to learn to stand strong in the Lord and how to rely on HIM and not upon other people.
It is not healthy to place another person on a pedestal, it hurts when they tumble off.
I was never good at a lot of things and if I trusted in my own strength I would never do anything because fear and anxiety would drown out all other things.
Instead I lean upon God's strength and He helps us get through the tough times.
I'm not really good with words. So I'll give you a song, some Bible verses and a prayer. that is what I do when I feel down. perhaps it will help you as well...
Dear Heavenly Father please allow your peace to dwell in our hearts and remind us that You make all things work for the good of those who love and trust in You O God. thank you for your many blessings and for the time you allowed us to spend with out loved ones. Often things happen we don't understand Lord and we are heartbroken by them. Jesus help heal our broken hearts and teach us to walk in Your Holy Spirit. Show us how to be Your hands and feet and bring love and compassion and light to this lost world so in need of You O God. Lord may Your will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven. We thank you for giving us our daily bread and please keep us from evil and lead us not into temptation. Lord, guide us and show us what it mean to be a Light that leads people to You. In Jesus name we pray, Amen
Romans 8:26-28
New King James Version (NKJV)
26 Likewise the Spirit also helps in our weaknesses. For we do not know what we should pray for as we ought, but the Spirit Himself makes intercession for us[a] with groanings which cannot be uttered. 27 Now He who searches the hearts knows what the mind of the Spirit is, because He makes intercession for the saints according to the will of God.
28 And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose.
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