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bluebirdchaser
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So my whole life almost I've been a writer. Writer in hobby and writer in mindset. Poetry, pose, playwriting. I've been told I'm good at it and I've tried to write things that were God fearing and often with a good message. I know they weren't perfect but mostly I tried. Even my user is a reference to a story I was writing.
Just yesterday I felt like God was telling me to not write anymore, but then later another part of me seemed to say you don't have to give it up. It's tough to explain how my mind works (even for a "writer" like me). It's like there's two sides, sometimes more. (I posted a different prayer request on here that goes into that). I know there are very real reasons why I shouldn't write anymore and I know there's reasons why I should. It's distressing me so much that I literally started crying. I don't know if I'm making a wrong decision or if I'm just more attached to fiction than to God. Please pray for me.
Just yesterday I felt like God was telling me to not write anymore, but then later another part of me seemed to say you don't have to give it up. It's tough to explain how my mind works (even for a "writer" like me). It's like there's two sides, sometimes more. (I posted a different prayer request on here that goes into that). I know there are very real reasons why I shouldn't write anymore and I know there's reasons why I should. It's distressing me so much that I literally started crying. I don't know if I'm making a wrong decision or if I'm just more attached to fiction than to God. Please pray for me.