Hi anyone is hearing this I just wanted someone to pray for my mom and my dad my mom has been sick this whole summer and has been very sick this summer and still is sick she had 3 strokes low lodium low sugar and 2 infections so keep her in your prayers and also can you prayfor my dad that he finds a place to work because he currently was working at a restaurant he was actually the owner well he had a partner and him and his partner fought and his partner backstabbed my dad it is a long story I will not get into that and also myself I am a 17 year old and it is a bit hard for me to leave the house because I do not have a car or a license yet and mom is sick so she can not drive and my dad is always out looking for businesses and all that so I am usually stuck home bored and all I do gaming and I swim and take walks here and there but whenever I am home I have these awful thoughts and temptations when I am infront of my screen and I just not sure like how to stop I get that I could be doing other things and whenever I try to do it is like I am legit craving and it is bad cravings and I do try to get my mind off of it but I got bad adhd and whenever I try to read or something I get so distracted so I just don't know what to do I feel like my heart is hardened and I hope not I mean I know I am a sinner like everyone else but I feel like it is coming to the closing point and I heard like I read it up that God hates sinners well non Christians and it kind of scared me and makes me feel bad about myself and not want to gte close to God but I do at the same time it just makes me feel weird if God hates me currently like I do not want him to hate me or anything I really don't I just don't know what I believe anymore I just need a lot of prayer I told my mom and I am axctually about to start counseling and therapy because it is a lot more than I typed I am struggling with and like I suffer extreme insecurities too to add on to that with no friends to uplift me so yea I just feel so alone in this world and I just feel like everything I do I do wrong and all and I just want to be happy and want my parents to be happy of who I become anyways it is a lot more than this but please pray for me I am not strong enough for my prayers I mean of course I do it but I just need someone strong in the faith who can help me out and if anyone wants to talk to me please feel free to message me I need some people to talk to sometimes