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kinaanik
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*I can't take it anymore Please I need your prayers.
I just found Jesus at 30 and have been staying close to God. I have sinned and am not perfect.
I was touched by a heavely being glowing gold and the presents of pure love. I think it was Jesus or the holy spirit. It was the figure of a man but i could not see any facial features. He put his hand on top of my head and i felt a hot oil from my head to my toes. I was at church singing and worshiping our Holy father. I felt great love for the church singers on stage.
I had fallen into sin off and on since i was touched October 2013. My health has been attacked over and over again . I have had a tacardia of my heart since i was 14. My heart will beat at 220 bpm out of the blue.
I have prayed in the name of Jesus it be healed. I read the bible scriptures for a healing. Nothing. I get migraines that i want God to take. My face broke out with eczema in March. My mouth has developed horrible thrush.
I rebuke the enemy in the name of Jesus but nothing. I am tired of it.
Also i am dealing with my ex wanting 50/50 of our 2 year old. He wanted me to abort our child and left me 7 months pregnant for another women. I have surrendered to God . Cried out to God. Repented to God. Im getting to know Jesus as a friend. I do church, bible study, at one time i was doing bible study everyday for over a year.
I can't even work because of my health. Every night i watch videos of Jesus and read my bible almost daily. I need a miracle. I have had about 100 different hands laid on me nothing.
I have faith i thought my healing will be a miracle for others to have there faith grow. Nothing. I had drank some so I thought because that God was mad at me. I have watched some lusty videos online but repented to God.
HELP ME WHAT AM I DOING WRONG. The devil won't leave me alone or my family. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME OH HOLY FATHER FORGIVE MY SINS. I DON'T WANT TO BE CRIPPLED BY MY HEALTH PROBLEMS ANYMORE.
I also just want my baby to be with me my baby can see the dad but not 50/50 . I am a mother and divorced my husband and met another guy and had my beautiful baby with him. I am now back together with my ex husband because my ex fiance left me pregnant it was a blessing that happened because our childrenhave there parents back together. Even though i never thought for a minute i would be back with my ex husband.
So i think God is punishing me for my past sin. Even though my sins. were forgiven. Please help.
I just found Jesus at 30 and have been staying close to God. I have sinned and am not perfect.
I was touched by a heavely being glowing gold and the presents of pure love. I think it was Jesus or the holy spirit. It was the figure of a man but i could not see any facial features. He put his hand on top of my head and i felt a hot oil from my head to my toes. I was at church singing and worshiping our Holy father. I felt great love for the church singers on stage.
I had fallen into sin off and on since i was touched October 2013. My health has been attacked over and over again . I have had a tacardia of my heart since i was 14. My heart will beat at 220 bpm out of the blue.
I have prayed in the name of Jesus it be healed. I read the bible scriptures for a healing. Nothing. I get migraines that i want God to take. My face broke out with eczema in March. My mouth has developed horrible thrush.
I rebuke the enemy in the name of Jesus but nothing. I am tired of it.
Also i am dealing with my ex wanting 50/50 of our 2 year old. He wanted me to abort our child and left me 7 months pregnant for another women. I have surrendered to God . Cried out to God. Repented to God. Im getting to know Jesus as a friend. I do church, bible study, at one time i was doing bible study everyday for over a year.
I can't even work because of my health. Every night i watch videos of Jesus and read my bible almost daily. I need a miracle. I have had about 100 different hands laid on me nothing.
I have faith i thought my healing will be a miracle for others to have there faith grow. Nothing. I had drank some so I thought because that God was mad at me. I have watched some lusty videos online but repented to God.
HELP ME WHAT AM I DOING WRONG. The devil won't leave me alone or my family. PLEASE PRAY FOR ME OH HOLY FATHER FORGIVE MY SINS. I DON'T WANT TO BE CRIPPLED BY MY HEALTH PROBLEMS ANYMORE.
I also just want my baby to be with me my baby can see the dad but not 50/50 . I am a mother and divorced my husband and met another guy and had my beautiful baby with him. I am now back together with my ex husband because my ex fiance left me pregnant it was a blessing that happened because our childrenhave there parents back together. Even though i never thought for a minute i would be back with my ex husband.
So i think God is punishing me for my past sin. Even though my sins. were forgiven. Please help.