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I don't really have a prayer request. But I will to receive some advice or suggestions. TBH I don't know what I want to do with my life. I feel like my life is soo boring and it always the same routine. Which I'm always tired. I'm even have to question myself why am I in college. If I don't really like to study that much. I am also considered to be an adult which so sad that I still live at my mom home. I see people around my age who has a job, a car or probably move out their parents home already. While they have friends or boyfriend or girlfriend they can hangout with it.
I feel like there something missing in my life. Like im not living the life I suppose to be. I never done something interesting or fun in my life.
I remember in my teenage years the only thing I like to do was draw and write. I like to draw in anime style. I had a goal that I wanted to be an artist since I gotten inspired to draw by some of my favorite artists online. I also wanted to live in a different countries and move out my mom house. Where I am able to travel around the world. I always wanted to own a house near a beach. And go on boat to see the ocean. Because there something I like about the beach and the ocean. Even though I never gotten to the beach before.
After my teenage years I decided I needed to focus on a real career. I should have forgotten about art. I thought about going to college since I needed an education that I'm supposed to be good and successful in life which people suggest and get a good career. I wouldn't want to keep on working a crappy job in my entire life being pay less which some people say.
I never have experienced in working. Even though I try to apply some job online.
My mom also want me to move out her home. Since she want me to live my life. While also try to find a job. She want me too be an independent woman and have higher expectations from me.
I feel like there something missing in my life. Like im not living the life I suppose to be. I never done something interesting or fun in my life.
I remember in my teenage years the only thing I like to do was draw and write. I like to draw in anime style. I had a goal that I wanted to be an artist since I gotten inspired to draw by some of my favorite artists online. I also wanted to live in a different countries and move out my mom house. Where I am able to travel around the world. I always wanted to own a house near a beach. And go on boat to see the ocean. Because there something I like about the beach and the ocean. Even though I never gotten to the beach before.
After my teenage years I decided I needed to focus on a real career. I should have forgotten about art. I thought about going to college since I needed an education that I'm supposed to be good and successful in life which people suggest and get a good career. I wouldn't want to keep on working a crappy job in my entire life being pay less which some people say.
I never have experienced in working. Even though I try to apply some job online.
My mom also want me to move out her home. Since she want me to live my life. While also try to find a job. She want me too be an independent woman and have higher expectations from me.