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Aqua_Girl09
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I keep struggling with the same things over and over again.
the sad thing is i know EXACTLY what i'm supposed to do. (laughable) I just DON'T do them. sigh.
so everytime I find myself falling back into those mistakes I feel like utter crap and wanna do something crazy like cut off all my hair or run until i throw up ( I've yet to acutally cut it ALL off or run THAT long) but i guess i kinda tried. meh.
Any way it just bothers me how i can go through feeling that bad and then forget and fall right back into it ALL over again. .. . . .so stupid. >_>
the sad thing is i know EXACTLY what i'm supposed to do. (laughable) I just DON'T do them. sigh.
so everytime I find myself falling back into those mistakes I feel like utter crap and wanna do something crazy like cut off all my hair or run until i throw up ( I've yet to acutally cut it ALL off or run THAT long) but i guess i kinda tried. meh.
Any way it just bothers me how i can go through feeling that bad and then forget and fall right back into it ALL over again. .. . . .so stupid. >_>