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GM777
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Hi there-
Lately I've been feeling empty and mildly depressed. I feel as if nothing brings lasting joy or contentedness and while I am not crippled by sadness by any means, I feel a slight discomfort. Even with God sometimes I feel as if it is too hard, or I become worried that the temptation is too great and I will lose hope of salvation, particularly with things like lust. Not only that, but in these blue states, thoughts of engaging in certain temptations make me feel slightly better. Of course, I am trying hard not to give in because I know it will make everything worse in the end. Still, I'm afraid I'll cave in.
What am I asking? I guess I'm just wondering why, even with God, I don't feel that joy that some people feel. The thought of Heaven used to give me that joy, but I have become more familiar with faith and scripture and realize that not all who sing God's praises or feel saved or think they are Christians are actually saved. The road to Heaven is NARROW, many will seek but FEW will enter. That thought depresses me at times because I don't know if I'll enter, and how can I feel joy of Heaven if that joy may not be met with reality? I feel like instead of joy my life is going to be more cautious optimism.
I just feel empty, lonely I guess. Thoughts?
Lately I've been feeling empty and mildly depressed. I feel as if nothing brings lasting joy or contentedness and while I am not crippled by sadness by any means, I feel a slight discomfort. Even with God sometimes I feel as if it is too hard, or I become worried that the temptation is too great and I will lose hope of salvation, particularly with things like lust. Not only that, but in these blue states, thoughts of engaging in certain temptations make me feel slightly better. Of course, I am trying hard not to give in because I know it will make everything worse in the end. Still, I'm afraid I'll cave in.
What am I asking? I guess I'm just wondering why, even with God, I don't feel that joy that some people feel. The thought of Heaven used to give me that joy, but I have become more familiar with faith and scripture and realize that not all who sing God's praises or feel saved or think they are Christians are actually saved. The road to Heaven is NARROW, many will seek but FEW will enter. That thought depresses me at times because I don't know if I'll enter, and how can I feel joy of Heaven if that joy may not be met with reality? I feel like instead of joy my life is going to be more cautious optimism.
I just feel empty, lonely I guess. Thoughts?