With my walk with God, I will get to the point here in a second but, anyways I am a youth pastor, I have been serving under another guy for almost 2 years and the days have been awesome and some days the days are pretty rough but, sometimes I feel like you know..God doesnt have the right person out there for me, I know it sounds pretty crazy but, I get this picture I will walk into my church and my girl will be waiting for me but, I know that's not true because it's sometimes not until we get fully satisfied for God until that happens.
my thing is this..I am alittle overweight and sometimes its noticable to some of the girls at my church, most the girls at my church are drama queens and I don't mean for it to be mean but, its the truth..They don't go there for the right reasons, They go for entertainment and The house of God isnt a entertainment center or a show case cinema..It's a healing station for people who need help and sometimes I feel like God will not bring my wife there because of the girls that are there, Are they a distraction? are they not my type of girl God wants..
I really dont know.
my thing is this..I am alittle overweight and sometimes its noticable to some of the girls at my church, most the girls at my church are drama queens and I don't mean for it to be mean but, its the truth..They don't go there for the right reasons, They go for entertainment and The house of God isnt a entertainment center or a show case cinema..It's a healing station for people who need help and sometimes I feel like God will not bring my wife there because of the girls that are there, Are they a distraction? are they not my type of girl God wants..
I really dont know.