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SolR90
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Im so sad.... im sad with him and im sad without him. I grabbed all my things and packed my car and just left. I need prayer. He watched me pack and he watched me cry and all he said was that i was irritating. I hate my life with him, but i can't be without him. Please God give me strength, i just don't know what to do any more. Im sick of living with his parents, im sick of crying alone all the time and he just telling me that im annoying and hates being around me. He tells me if i have a problem to go find someone else to talk about it with because he doesn't care. I slept on the wooden floor last night and he just laughed at me.... all i could think of is "why be with someone who just does NOT care about me" so i packed and left, but im already wanting to be with him. I don't really have any where to go tonight.... please pray i find somewhere. All i want is a better life, all i want is to feel comfortable and happy. I just want to be "loved", like when i cry, i want to be held, when im sad, i want to be comforted. Not laughed at.