Hi Vannah,
Jesus loves you. You are special in His eyes. The Bible says when we don't have wisdom, we can ask God for wisdom and He will give it to us. Our good and faithful Lord is waiting for you. Just turn to Him and pass all your problems to Him. Wait upon Him, speak to Him. His ears are ever attentive to our cries. God the Holy Spirit is the best Counsellor. He is with you and He will help you.
God bless you.
With Christ's love,
Joyful77