Lately i have been at my friends house, i am back now but before i went to my friends house my christian life seemed stale no matter what i did. when i went to his house i felt refreshed because i took a brake. Now that i am home something happened today that has changed everything. I read a testimony of how this person obtained the holy spirit. The things he saw and felt made the holy spirit inside me jump with excitement( or at least i think LOL) i was beyond mind blowned, for a minute i could not say a thing or even think. it made me suddenly want whatever he had. So i for the first time in a very long time talked to god outloud and it felt amazing. I decided to make a prayer sanctuary in my closet, but i wanted my room to be spotless because i knew i would be in the presence of the lord. it took me a few hours to clean it but in that time i danced and sang and couldn't stop smiling because i was so happy to even think that i can have such a wonderful gift as having the relationship i have always wanted with god. I finally got into my sanctuary and let loose my heart to him. I told him how things cannot keep going on like this, how i need a much more rich and wonderful relationship with him now. It reminded me of how we switch from spiritual milk to meat. and i told him this as well. So plz pray that I will have this thing i am praying for. I need much more of him than i have