Poopsey, I'm at a lost for words to tell you anything, specifically because I've never been married, and so therefore never been abused by a husband. But, I have suffered abuse, from the time I was in elementary till I was in college. So, I do understand the hurt, frustration and anger you have. Yes, over time emotional and physical abuse can wear you down to the point of feeling worthless. But, that's not how God sees you.
I have a couple question, you say that you have no outside support. Are you able to go to church, or do you go to church? And if you do, are you able to talk with those there at your church? The other thing, have you tried contacting the battered women's shelter and just asking them where you can go for support while you are trying to deal with the emotional abuse your husband has given you?
I wish I could be there with you right now to give you the love and support you need. Just know I'll be praying for you.